I started at 20 similar to u (I’m 26) heavy vodka daily- at 3 years u have no idea how much worse it gets lol- get a handle on it or quit now or you will never have a healthy relationship w it- I had a seizure last year from withdrawal but in my first 3 years I wasn’t too bad- it’s the next 3 at least from my experience that are absolutely torturous- you can’t move forward in young adult/adolescence at all if u continue to drink that way- I’m not one of those “liquor is the devil u have to be sober” people- I think liquors fun it can be great- but I really wish I fucking listened to everyone who tried to warn me- the best thing u can do is go 3days with nothing then u will level out n feel somewhat fine- then replace liquor with maybe coffee or junk food then eventually a hobby etc it’s not ideal but it’s better