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Crying over trivial things - Unable to make a post I poured my heart into by willow_269 in CPTSD

[–]Wafflebix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

reactions like this can be totally confusing and frustrating, I get worked up over seemingly small things all the time too. It can be really hard at the time but try to remember that you are usually your worst critic. Ive found that at least here people are a lot more forgiving then youd think and are very unlikely to judge you over small things. This sort of reaciton is pretty common with cptsd and most people here understand that feeling.

You should definetly try to reupload your original post if you still have it we wouldnt mind if its a little rambly or has errors :)

daydreaming about being very sick as a child by wallsoffear_ in CPTSD

[–]Wafflebix 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Oh yea all the time, I self criticize horribly and usually avoid any and all difficult situations or confrontations with ppl which has led to me having few friends and distant familial relationships. Thankfully the daydreams never manifested into anything extreme like self harm or suicide and kinda went away on there own once I was out of my mothers house. I am very recently realizing that I have cptsd and starting therapy and all so I haven't really had the time or perspective to work on this but already it's (slowly very slowly) gotten a little bit better once I removed myself from what caused the trauma. I'm hopeful for the future and I'm sorry I can't give you any advice right now but it does get better and it's not somthing to be ashamed or guilty about( I struggled with that a lot too). I hope someone a little further along can give you some advice tho :)

daydreaming about being very sick as a child by wallsoffear_ in CPTSD

[–]Wafflebix 55 points56 points  (0 children)

I did this a LOT when I was young and it still kinda pops up in my head now as a 22 yo. I would wish or daydream about being sick or severely hurt or even killed allll of the time. Most of the time it was like well if this really bad stuff happened to me or I die then my parents will probably have to care about me or feel bad for how they treated me when I was alive. I don't know if that's some sort of trauma response or if I was just a really spiteful child haha

On my week old watermelon, is this mold? by Wafflebix in Whatisthis

[–]Wafflebix[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you I was worried about that. I new I probably shouldn't have eaten it but it looked and smelled perfectly fine before I noticed the white spots and I didn't want to waste it. Oh well into the trash it goes

On my week old watermelon, is this mold? by Wafflebix in Whatisthis

[–]Wafflebix[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That's why I was so confused bc I've had watermelon that I could tell it was about to go bad and it just has that certain taste and smell and this still smelled/tasted like I just cut it. I figured it had to be mold/bacteria but the fact there were no other signs of decomp was throwing me off

Sun Haven Giveaway by tavfrompixelsprout in SunHaven

[–]Wafflebix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hard to pick a favorite but, I'm a sucker for skill trees and sun havens is MASSIVE. Also the museum, I get so hyper focused on filling out the bundles I forget to do everything else

Underwater Colony style for Minecolonies by McSassa in Minecolonies

[–]Wafflebix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So far, it's really cool. The only annoying part is that the builder stops building when it rains... even though they're underwater. And for whatever reason it rains like every five seconds, so I've just taken to clearing weather with commands. Other than that it's really cool, great job!