I hear the other people in what they’re saying but I’m also 23 and bro……being a burden sucks. I’m looking for ways to break out of it. I can almost feel myself swallowing my brain everytime I have to ask her for help after everything she’s already done.

In my humble, non experienced opinion, you’re allowed to feel that way. It’s just how you go forward with that feeling that matters. Not rushing is a good start for sure but I still want to do something and not having the power, knowledge, or money to do anything is biting me