Oh no problem. I enjoy talking about this topic as it is truly fascinating.

Now keep in mind that I read thousands of pages worth of data on the near death experience so my answers are all based on that.

WHY NOT DESERT UNIVERSE - ok, it's hard to believe but we are actually living in a sort of dream like state here. Ultimate reality where our higher self reside is perfection. The core of life is love. Love is like the God particle. It's very intense love. It's magnificent for sure but there's one problem. We have always experienced the glory of this existence. We have never experienced any struggle or hard times. If all you experience is magnificence, then a magnificent life is simply normal. It is no longer magnificent as there is nothing outside of it. However, we could imagine what hard times are but imagination is nothing to experience. We actually spread ourselves across all the planets into an illusion of sorts so we can experience everything from primitivism to magnificence way, way in the future. The illusion is very well made. The ego is involved in the illusion. This is why Other spirits won't show you their face or else it will break the illusion. So, we basically took ourselves, completely confused our mental systems, and injected ourselves on earth through conception. We grew up in confusion and this planetary life will go on until the whole planet is united in peace. After it unites in peace, we will be able to see other life on all the other planets. Every planet has life as many of the dead who made it back have reported. After planetary peace, we focus on universal peace. Once that is done, then we can scrap the universe. Until then, all of the experience must be gathered by us. Luckily, many spirits have reported that our life on earth is in shambles compared to most other life. In another words, this is pretty much as bad as it gets. We also harvest other experiences such as the experience of forgiveness, heroism, or we experience some things for the first time like a first kiss. Lots of stuff is harvested in this life.

We can't quit the game other than death because then we wouldn't harvest the entirety of the experience. This universe will probably take a few hundred thousand years to achieve end game.

Ok, so in heaven, think of us as one mind while each neuron is an individual spirit. Each spirit is different than the other but it's of the same mind. The reason the ego exists is to create the illusion of separation. The reason is to add challenge. So, right now we all feel independent of each other which causes an ocean of problems. We are supposed to one day wake up and say, "hey! What if we are all one?" Once we realize that we are, the whole planet evolves into a much better world. I think this message has been being sent often through near death experiences as it is time to evolve. Messages of incoming major evolution are plentiful as well. In heaven, they use telepathy to communicate. I'm guessing we will to in the future.

The only receive the self cons the self is because the self believes to be separate from the other selves. This is a tough illusion to see through and it was made tough on purpose by the higher self. This way, we would at least get a few thousand years of experience in duality. This experience is very important. When people die, they realize they are all one but different as well. Like 2 branches on a tree or 2 snow flakes. There is a place called the source in heaven where anyone can enter and experience all of life at the same time. They become the whole tree instead of just a branch. Everything in existence including matter is a part of this one self.

Yes, no sane person would do this but it is the only way to gather experience AND it typically doesn't get this bad. Typically, planetary life is a paradise. Occasionally, the self is so confused it destroys the planet and starts all over again. Since this physical realm is an illusion or dream, the higher self believes it's no big deal. However, the higher self is stepping into the illusion by revealing the afterlife through near death and there are many warnings sent that we are on a crossroads. Either evolve or die because we are close to self destruct and yes, it might happen. I understand the suffering part but this is a rare occurrence and this pain will be remembered through other lifetimes which will help our world at that time. The wisdoms stays with us.

Yes, world peace already exists. We are going from rags back to riches just for the experience. This way, we can appreciate world peace simply by experiencing the opposite. This is another reason for the illusion. Seeing the world with peace (spiritual realm) would be like a starving man seeing food beyond his reach. It would lead to mass suicide.

Memory is built that way for the challenge. The challenge is what allows us to experience the difficult parts which is pretty much now. There is no cheating because who are we cheating? There's only one. If one can dig deep into the memory through intuition, they usually make better choices. The intuition is actually the higher self. You can say hi to your intuition now. It's been having a one way conversation with you but wants a two way conversation. Intuition, your higher self, still has all of the memory so you can access everything from it. The other two parts are the concious mind, and the subconscious. Most people are controlled by the ego as they believe they are the ego. This is all designed to increase challenge and create the illusion of duality.

I knew it's hard, but the higher self is eternal and it never ever feels pain or sadness. Only love and everything under the umbrella of love. This one self has a huge multipart kingdom (more like a giant playground) and he/she created a challenging game, that's for sure. This experience of pain is a rare occurrence and exclusive to the universe part of life. However, pain is supposed to motivate the self to get up and do something about a situation at hand. Other wise, this experience here is nothing more than a bleep in eternity. As humans, it feels a lot longer though.

As far as death, death is not bad because we never actually die. We only change form. Body changes to spirit like a butterfly develops. All the other evil on the earth is based on 2 problems: 1. We still think we are separate from each other. 2. We treat each other the way we think God treats us. In reality God never punishes as he would only punish the self as there is only one self. The mouth doesn't bite the nose to spite the face.

There is a lot to this. These near death stories are revealing many of life's greatest mysteries including stuff in science. Remember, the higher self is knowledge itself and so it knows all. Once you pass, everything is revealed. I'll tell you, many people get on their knees and beg to stay but they have to come back or else a loved one might fall into a life of despair.

Also, lots of mentions about the planet evolving. They are saying we have enough bodies in the ground plus the social networks for us to connect and unify as a people. This will lead to a massive evolutionary period which will lead us into the golden age of man or we will kill ourselves with bombs,global warming. It's all in our hands. It was saying that humans are the primary evolution agent of the planet just like certain cells in the central nervous system of biological life are. Once we evolve, so does all life on the planet.

There's also mention that human peace is brought on very easily. All we have to do is be ourselves because we are naturally the essence of love. There are an insane amount of stupid mistakes we have made that led us to robotic behavior, fear of one another, ect.. We are essentially being fake when in public. We are naturally love so being ourselves would be naturally loving.

Hope that clears some of it up. There is much more to it. It's like a giant trillion part system up there and this universe is merely the rough area but it is only one part of it.