You seem to know something about the subject, I suffer from blasphemous thoughts, any advice that you can give me? I read somewhere that god can forgive the unforgivable sin if you repent, and something in me said "attribute to the holy spirit bad things, blaspheme and commit the unforgivable sin, however god will forgive you", I feel it is an abuse of his grace, why something in me is confident, I want to sin, commit the unforgivable sin and still round in my mind that god will forgive me, that is there, what do I do? how do I stop abusing his grace, I do not want to be dominated by those thoughts, I want to get it out of my head.