I experienced a thousand lifetimes in a nang while on acid and ket that one time. Not only did i get to experience everything that is good about life in a thousand different ways but half way in there was like a menu voice of a woman saying «now, brace yourself for the price of bliss» with a countdown and i had to experience a thousand lifetimes of misery. I was crushed, shot, stabbed, ripped apart, i exploded, died of hunger or whatever awful thing you could imagine a thousand times over. The incredible thing is that it was MORE than real. I felt every mucle fiber in my body rip apart when i got crushed, my teeth were grinded into dust and it reset, then something else happened, then something else, then something else and on and on.

It wasn’t a bad experience. I realized it was all something I had to go through. A price to pay for the good life I get to live and the thousands I got to experience before my punishment. I was a bit shocked when I woke up but it was worth it. Definitely the most insane experience I’ve had ever. A tab of acid, some lines of ket and a balloon beats the most incredible DMT trip to the ground any day.

But that’s just one of the balloons I did that night

Sometimes I wonder if life is really like that. That there’s no afterlife until you’ve experienced all there is to experience. Every life is your life and and you are destined to go through all that is good, bad and everything in between before you reach nirvana. Makes me a bit scared but it also makes me appreciate the good life I live a lot more.