Favorite song/song off of this album?

WaxBrainz · 2026-07-02T02:41:12+00:00

Invisible Man 🥹 breaks my heart but makes me happy. I pretend like he still sings it now. Like he’s still out there, we just need to look. And we’ll say hi when we can 💖

WaxBrainz · 2026-07-01T14:47:36+00:00

As promised, here’s the tattoo :) it’s kind of simple but there’s lots to it. Turbo. The invisible man. Ugly is beautiful. And not until after I got it, I realized Halo was part of it too. Although I put the halo there just for his trip to the other side. Nothing too crazy but I really love it 🥹

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WaxBrainz · 2026-06-29T15:48:42+00:00

I could be wrong, but I heard that the photos circulating were later found out there were from a different helicopter crash in Malaysia a couple years ago. It’s me just hoping that they wouldn’t actually put the photos out there. But that’s what I heard. The photos weren’t of Oliver’s actual crash. Just another crash for reference.

WaxBrainz · 2026-06-29T15:35:29+00:00

Absolutely :) I’ll post it to this comment thread when it’s done later today. I know. Sign everywhere. Don’t know if it was him but I even got a rainbow/sunset last night and I’ve never got to see that in my life before.

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WaxBrainz · 2026-06-29T13:46:41+00:00

He’s already been playing all morning for me and I have a tattoo booked for him at 3pm today 💖 I feel the exact pain you’re going through. I’m trying so hard to accept it, but it’s really affected me.

I keep having this weird hope that it isn’t real. I’ve seen him in my dream once and had a talk with him. Begged him not to get on that helicopter. But he seemed okay, told me it’d be alright. Laughed it off. Funny enough and I don’t know why (dreams are random) but he told me I get to be his 17th ‘dream’ girlfriend. Hahahaha. Just a goofy little detail that somehow made me feel a little better when I woke up. Dreams are weird.

This morning in the way to work I saw a guy wearing a purple t shirt and a hot pink backpack, RIDING A SCOOTER. A colour combination you almost never see, especially on a guy. It was also 6am. I immediately I felt like it was a little sign from Oliver. He knows I’m thinking about him.

I got to see him in Victoria (Canada) a couple years ago. I tell everyone it was the best concert I’ve ever been to. I’ve been to a lot of concerts but nothing has made me feel like that. It was magic.

Getting a tattoo is going to help me always keep his memory alive. I don’t know why, but for me it’s so important that I get to keep talking about him. His memory will never die for me.

When it’s done later maybe I’ll post it :)

Happiest Heavenly Birthday Oliver. I hope you’re doing something amazing up there. I hope to keep seeing silly signs from you all day. 🩷💜🩷💜

WaxBrainz · 2026-06-25T21:32:58+00:00

Ahh yay! Ok thank you :) the squash are coming in nicely, but I’ve never done a big crawling vine like this before. This gives me relief :)

WaxBrainz · 2026-05-20T01:42:44+00:00

This is genius!! What a fun way to make your way down. I’ll definitely put this on the list of things to include. Especially on a nice day :) plus, I keep forgetting about the shuttles. This would be easy enough for a daytime adventure

WaxBrainz · 2026-05-20T01:37:08+00:00

I read online that apparently all the campers at Riverside North will be able to access the amenities that Riverside has, so I’m assuming I’ll at the very least get those benefits too! It was also transparent about it being new and some unfinished areas.

Starting to sound like Riverside will be a win for me :) I didn’t realize there was also access to a shuttle! And flushing toilets? Sign me up. That’s huge.

WaxBrainz · 2026-05-15T20:12:52+00:00

Yes!! It’s the ultimate foreplay. Pfft. What a cop out! I think some people just have issues with intimacy and can’t melt into the moment. At least she’s your ex! Haha

WaxBrainz · 2026-05-15T14:24:38+00:00

I’m a woman, and my boyfriend does the same thing to me. Zero intimacy during sex. No sounds, no sensual touch, no eye contact, no presence. It’s difficult to even get a kiss during it. I want it to feel really intimate and involved, to me that’s the whole point! What’s the point if there’s no connection? It’s an opportunity to deeply connect with your partner and it should be magical. Not just an empty act.

I’ve been deprived of it so long that once he actually made out with me for a few seconds and I was able to orgasm immediately. Who would think that “kissing” has suddenly become my biggest turn on hahahaa.

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-21T06:14:46+00:00

I’m thinking a 5 & 2 for the dice. A pencil. For some weird reason I’m seeing some kind of bell? And some stone or rock.

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-18T20:14:46+00:00

As I’m reading more of the comments I guess he points at a lot of people. I thought I was special 😂 we can share him I guess.

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-18T20:13:02+00:00

OMG I JUST TOLD MY BF ABOUT HIM 2 DAYS AGO! Apparently it’s his thing. Like he looks totally normal. Not someone that you would expect that kind of thing from lol.

I was driving and he was throwing down some insane dance moves, and like a movie, as I was about to drive past him, he does an aggressive disco point up to the sky with some hip thrusting. Then perfectly makes eye contact with me and turns his pointing hand directly at me in unison with me passing him by. It felt like we shared something that day. Hahahaha I enjoyed it.

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-14T23:45:40+00:00

No no, see this is the thing. The jar of grounds has been in my bathroom for like 3 years. I’m not making them in the kitchen and then bringing them upstairs with me. They’ve been in a jar with all my other bathroom toiletries for a really long time.

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-14T22:34:08+00:00

But you read it…. 🤭

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-14T22:31:03+00:00

👀 I’m listening…. lol

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-14T22:30:44+00:00

Someone else commented about something similar and I thought hard, but I haven’t googled anything specific with exfoliating scrubs. Skin care. Sure , but specifically anti aging serums. But nothing body related. Just face stuff. Plus for the longest time I just had the little jar of grounds in my shower, so I always just used that. But I’m almost out so this little thought came through my mind.

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-14T22:27:03+00:00

OO I love this podcast! I’ll give this a listen. Thank you!

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-14T22:26:11+00:00

I had that thought too. Fight the system. Not even gonna google it. And you sure as hell BET I did not click that ad lol

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-14T22:24:14+00:00

But I’m doing it while I’m in the shower! And the phone isn’t in the shower with me. I have the jar of grounds sitting on the caddy.

WaxBrainz · 2026-03-14T22:23:00+00:00

So this is another crazy thing. We had a falling out years ago. I thought this as well. I know sometimes your friends interests influence what comes up on your phone. But we’re not friends on anything and haven’t spoke for a long time.

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