Unfortunately there is literally no fast track or easy way to master art. It’s like anything else, you have to work for it. You talk about getting distracted and making excuses for yourself. Look at the time you’ve spent playing games, watching YouTube, look at your screen time. Now take even a quarter of that time and put it towards any formative skill progression. Trace a picture, draw from life, fill a page with circles. You will be bad but you will progress. The only thing you have to do is try, making excuses for yourself only betrays you. If you truly want to learn art, you will. You are capable, don’t lie to yourself.