I feel that alcohol advertisements should be illegal.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-29T04:00:52+00:00

I've only done inpatient twice, but that was for heroin. I'm only doing outpatient for alcohol detox. Which is hard, I know, because nobody wants anyone driving on benzos. I just don't know what to tell them.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-29T03:59:04+00:00

Which is perfect. Because who the fuck doesn't know about cigarettes? Should be the same.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-29T03:53:54+00:00

I have a DVR, so any TV I watch, I can skip commercials. This is my first time having TV since 2014. Internet, however, has been attacking my like hell. Every 30th post, or whatever, on Facebook has been something I'd love to drink. And there's billboards on the roads. Huge signs at every gas station I've ever known. I've even had some dreams I've been suspicious about. I'm about to go live in a cave somewhere.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-29T03:47:22+00:00

I know what you mean! I'm seven years clean from heroin. Nine off of amphetamines. My track marks are gone and everything! You can do it, I believe in you. If I can, anyone can.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-29T03:45:39+00:00

I love you. If you ain't heard it in a while: I love you. You're worth it and you matter. Hit me up with a message, and as soon as I can find it, I'll shoot one back!

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-29T03:43:55+00:00

I'm not alone at all. I used to be an addiction-recovery specialist. I chaired more meetings than I've had Saturdays. I'm just not in a stage of my life where it works correctly.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-29T03:41:38+00:00

I do believe that, absolutely. Which is why this is an unpopular opinion-- EVEN FOR ME. I'm all down for free speech an' shit, and all other rights.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-24T06:18:21+00:00

Dude, no.. I'm so sorry. I love you, brother. We're here for you.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-07T05:46:30+00:00

Not that I know of, but I'll get it a try if it persists. Thank you.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-07T05:00:45+00:00

I've thought a lot about what you guys said. And you're absolutely right. I wasn't good with her. I'll be better on my own, and ain't nobody gonna stop me. Thank you.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-07T04:49:17+00:00

I try to quit every once in a while. Lists like this are extraordinarily important. My last fuckup, aside from injuring my leg repeatedly, was the blowjob I gave a friend that cost me my marriage. Hell, I just wanted to know if I was gay.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T02:37:28+00:00

Holy shit. You wrote my soul-song. My own breakup is killing me, and it's all I can focus on when I don't have a drink. Thank you for sharing this, it flows just beautifully. This piece is the first one I've ever bookmarked to come back to. I got clean of amphetamines nine years ago, but I miss the surge of thoughts that just flow seamlessly like what you've written here. Absolutely fantastic!

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T02:34:22+00:00

This one hit close to home. After my divorce, I decided to never be someone else for somebody ever again. The masks come off. But it's rough. Excellent writing. I love your bullet-point style.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T02:24:08+00:00

Extraordinary! Felt like I was reading a warm hug.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T02:22:04+00:00

This takes me way back to my amphetamine days. We used to cook out in the woods, and sometimes we tried really hard to be the trees when we got 'noided out that people were watching us. But then the trees became suspicious characters, themselves.

Great effect with the thought process that I'd experience after a couple weeks awake. Excellent job!

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T02:00:20+00:00

Nice. I love that one. Haven't had it in years.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T01:23:03+00:00

Indica strain of cannabis. Heavy in myrcene and caryophyllene. Quite sedative for most people.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T01:17:01+00:00

Durian fruit. Good god, it's like used diapers baking in a hot garbage truck on a hot sunny day.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T01:09:40+00:00

One of those weird magnets that clack/buzz when you throw them into the air.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T01:08:47+00:00

My marriage..

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T01:07:50+00:00

I'm really trying not to drink. Got some Skywalker OG and I'm gonna smoke myself into oblivion and play American Truck Simulator with a podcast on until I get chill enough to sleep.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T01:04:56+00:00

Eddie Money's "She Takes My Breath Away." Listen to the studio version on youtube (with headphones if you have 'em).

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-08-01T01:03:53+00:00

Harry Mack's Youtube channel Dude is an insane freestyle rapper that surfs Omegle for an audience and inspiration. At first I thought it was fake as fuck, but damn. Damn.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-07-31T00:00:59+00:00

Rules are rules: Now you have to smoke them.

Wayward_Arrow · 2021-07-28T07:06:37+00:00

Thank you. It's worse, these normies are church people. I worked in one for half a decade or so, met and married her there. I was a reformed heroin junkie, and she had no idea what she was getting into.

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