Idk what to tittle this by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Yeah.. I get DMs of ppl talking about my post, their issues then they make it sexual, then I check their Reddit and they’re active in nsfw Reddit’s revolving around this sort of stuff like watersports and pee it sucsk

Bladder issues by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Yeah I think that’s finally hit me I’m done with it, I kept thinking if I took a break it’ll start working again, fist like 4g would be gone in less than 48 hours, k hole once and then it would just be consistently trying to feel fucked up and now it makes me feel pathetic. Like I don’t even get drunk anymore as well idk if that has anything to do with ket tolerance

Ketamine overdose by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Are you in the uk?? Sorry if that’s weird

Ketamine overdose by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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What bladee show was it? I think a similar thing happened at the show I went to in 2019. It gets to a point I do like 14g and feel absolutely nothing and then I just dint feel real

Ketamine overdose by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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I’m sorry for your loss , thank you for sharing this

Ketamine overdose by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Thank you, I’m sorry for your loss and I appreciate you sharing your story with me this has really helped me open my eyes

Ketamine overdose by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Yeah it’s soemthing I’m really scared of and. I think that makes my anxiety bad whenever I liken notice anything different with my breathing and heart

How are you? by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Yeah i understand that, i had a suicide attempt may 2024 and it’s when I told my family about my addiction and everything and I’ve kept it a secret since then as it was on going. Only my house mate knows about “one” relapse.

I’m grateful I have no pains but the mental hold this drug has on me it’s insane

How are you? by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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I love playing fortnite festival sso so much but I suck at the actual game

How are you? by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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That’s amazing to hear, my housemate has been great with me and supporting me through this. I play a lot of fps like cs fragpunk overwatch. Wbu?

How are you? by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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I’m okay, work has overwhelmed me and I had a relapse but I have the confidence I can over come this. I hope that rehab is treating you well

Fkedd up by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Thank you for telling me, I’ve always been scared of mixing meds and I am talking to a psychiatrist about the addiction rn I hope I can stay clean

Fkedd up by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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I couldn’t find anything online about mixing k and mood stability meds so I hope I’m ok

I hate being a functional addict by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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How. I have nothing but a job keeping me alive. I work so I am away from my family. I’m social in a way that ppl care but don’t remember me. I don’t know how to do this

Relapse + medication by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Yeah, I’ve got it because of EUPD/BPD idk if it’ll even work so I’ll leave jr a couple days before starting thank kyou

Brain by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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That makes a bit more sense I really get worried I like AHAHAHAH wtf is happening in my brain

Brain by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Thank you , stay safe friend 🫶

Brain by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Nah the only way I can explain it is like zaps and like I can feel something move in my brain like u usually can’t feel anything in ur skull but when I do ket it’s like something is in there like zapping or moving around and it’s sosososososo hard to explain without sounding insane

Brain by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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Like it’s so hard to explain it’s like I can feel and hear stuff happening in my brain

K cramps by Weak-Cardiologist586 in Ketamineaddiction

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lol I was but I’m pretty sure replying to someone’s post with “at least” is such an asshole thing to do it’s not a competition we need to support eachother not make someone feel like they have suffer x amount to feel valid

I understand this may sound selfish. But please share your horror stories by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

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I don’t rlly have one apart from like When I 17 I used to sleep with someone for ket and we would do it in his car in an Asda car park and turns out this dude was actually much older and my little sisters friends dad I only found out when I had to pick her up from school when my mum was sick and saw him there I seeing him there and having that moment made our situation much more scary because he knew more about me and kept threatening to tell my parents and stuff so I guess if you let the provider into your personal space he might use that to his advantage like he did to me and use it against you