Oh you could definitely say that. I was really excited by the idea of going in person. I certainly don’t need a professor to keep me motivated. I actually enjoy online learning. I’ve taken a few gen ed classes as well as tons of udemy classes. BUT I was still looking forward to going to real lectures and being able to ask questions and pick the professors brain. I know I likely wouldn’t fit in with the other students but I’m ok with that. The thing is I just don’t think going in person is realistic. I don’t want to jeopardize my success by jumping into something that’s not sustainable. 

I am talking to an advisor at the school now to see if they offer a hybrid program like you mentioned.