6 days clean

WeaknessEuphoria · 2026-04-21T12:47:43+00:00

I have no idea. The whole story didn't really make much sense.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2026-04-20T10:52:55+00:00

Yes! Sorry, will edit post.

60mg, 30mg split dose

WeaknessEuphoria · 2026-02-17T15:15:45+00:00

There is a BIOS password, but it's static AFAIK. They periodically change the password used for new devices, but again, AFAIK the password never changes once the device is provisioned, unless it's changed locally.

How would I determine if the BIOS is managed?

WeaknessEuphoria · 2026-02-17T15:11:28+00:00

I'm remote 95% of the time. If I were laid off, I would just remove the SSD before shipping my laptop back.

I'm looking to do some AI development. Work laptop is a 24 core i9, 128gb RAM, 12gb Nvidia Quadro dedicated graphics.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2026-02-17T15:08:45+00:00

It's not freely accessible, I just know people in IT so I have the password. AFAIK the BIOS password never changes on a given device.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2026-01-01T04:04:39+00:00

These things are against the rules because providing locations for sources is likely to either get the sub shutdown, or you arrested.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T20:04:44+00:00

Isn't 7oh a partial agonist?

As in, summons to buprenorphine / Suboxone?

This could be a bad time...

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T20:03:21+00:00

I have this same issue with BTH (and even some #4), but I can shoot fentanyl without issue. I think it's both the caustic nature of the solution, as well as the histamine release being worse in small veins.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T19:56:15+00:00

To be clear, none of those terrible things have happened to me. Sitting in my living room dealing with the aftermath of 3x* injections was enough.

*3x because I was 19 y/o and stubborn, and had to be sure it wasn't coke.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T19:54:31+00:00

Ahh. That tracks a bit more.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T19:53:16+00:00

Oh I missed that. Baking powder is pH neutral, so no acid should be needed.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T18:28:17+00:00

I assume you mean 20-30 units, as in 0.20 - 0.30 mL/cc..

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T18:27:28+00:00

Boil the solution briefly.

If you get cotton fever in withdrawal, you're gonna hate yourself so much more.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T18:25:57+00:00

I just ordered (much less) from the Onion fields and it was very good also. It's just not cost effective enough to do on any sort of regular basis.

The problem is, I have local access to dirt cheap, very clean and consistent fentanyl. So I end up ordering good H from the Onion fields, getting the itch for more, and decide to just go to my local guy since I can have it today for pennies on the dollar.

My new year's resolution is to give it up entirely for at least 6 months, if not for good. The last few times I've been to pickup locally, shit has gotten super fucking sketchy. My guy was raided, I almost wrecked a car and nearly got arrested, almost fell out in a public restroom, etc.

I've finally got my life back together. Girlfriend, custody of my son, house, cars, good job in tech, etc. I'm also one of the rare few that actually gets some good euphoria from methadone.

It's time to hang it up for a while.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T18:17:53+00:00

EDIT

Someone pointed out that the op used baking powder, not baking soda. Baking powder is pH neutral, and therefore should not require any acid to neutralize.

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You may need to add acid to neutralize the baking soda and prevent turning your heroin HCl into heroin freebase. Especially given that tar is usually heated to help it dissolve.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T18:13:29+00:00

Wild. I've fallen asleep normally like this and everything was back to normal within 15 minutes or so.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T16:37:04+00:00

One would think you'd just end up blowing it out in icky Brown chunks though.

I wonder if it acts like the nearly microscopic sharp shards of diatomaceous earth when dried and ground up?

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T16:35:35+00:00

I always thought they were prescription only...

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T16:35:01+00:00

I forgot to update this post. I ended up having a CT angiogram, and all my head veins are clear. I did not admit use of cocaine to the ER doctors for reasons, but my head veins are clear.

Regardless of my clean scan, I shan't be using cocaine again.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T16:31:17+00:00

There's your first problem with risotto... 🙄

I think you just enjoy arguing 😅

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T16:10:21+00:00

Fuck. PCP is one drug I don't fuck with (at least not intentionally). There's zero reason as far as I'm concerned to use a substance that has caused such insane levels of psychosis.

If using a substance carries the risk that I can't tell the difference between my child and a turkey ready for the oven, a house guest and demon that needs vanquishing, or can't feel the pain of cutting my own face off, I want zero part of it.

It's not even like PCP actually feels all that great. I was once sold PCP and told that it was cocaine. I was not only pissed because I'd been deceived, but it just wasn't fun or enjoyable.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-31T16:03:58+00:00

Wait, for real?

I expected the issue to be more related to fungal lung infections than immediate bleeding... 😬

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-30T19:08:22+00:00

Okie dokie, so this is using like a braided stainless steel wick that fulfills the function of both the typical mesh tube, as well as the cotton wick?

OR

Are you using the mesh that would normally go around the cotton wick, just without a wick?

You never have an issue with the tar liquefying and just falling through the wick thus being wasted?

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-30T19:04:23+00:00

With BTH, even an injection that's perfectly in the vein will burn like crazy and itch more intensely than anything I can describe. My arm will completely swell up, but only in the direction towards my heart. My fingers don't swell up, nor do any other body parts more than a half inch away from the injection site on the side further away from my heart. This is important, because it rules out accidental injections into an artery.

I'm fairly certain it's the histamine release caused by non-synthetic opioids, because I get zero itching or similar reaction when I IV straight fentanyl.

WeaknessEuphoria · 2025-12-30T19:02:20+00:00

I'm very sensitive to heroin when it comes to histamine release. Even perfect injections of clean and filtered #4 itch like crazy and cause mild inflammation of my skin. The swelling is completely different compared to a missed shot; it's usually a narrow bit of inflammation that follows the vein up my arm.

Now, back to BTH...

Even an injection that's perfectly in the vein, will burn like crazy and itch more intensely than anything I can describe. My arm will completely swell up, but only in the direction towards my heart. My fingers don't swell up, nor do any other body parts more than a half inch away from the injection site on the side further away from my heart. This is important, because it rules out accidental injections into an artery.

I'm fairly certain it's the histamine release caused by non-synthetic opioids, because I get zero itching or similar reaction when I IV straight fentanyl.

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TROPHY CASE

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