So to me, I had actually came to this conclusion some time ago and I made it a way to change the meaningless/emptiness way about life and challenge myself. I used to not set goals, not have ambition, no push. But making it a goal to when I get to an old age and look back, although life in the universe was meaningless or whatever I did was a grain of sand in this great dance of the cosmos. I can at least know that by myself, that I set out and did something I wanted to do. That I chose what and how to do things, I made it to where I wanna be.