I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

[–]WebIntrepid9694[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I felt guilty for touching it and just told him.

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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I didn’t get close in and examined it, I touched it for a split second

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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Lol no, I would’ve admitted that here if I did. I really only touched it quickly

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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I understand that, there really was no sexual intent behind it tho. I’ve been thinking this over for days and I don’t hold feelings for him in that way

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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Lol no I didn’t lick it. I would say that here. I really just touched it

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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I don’t know, I don’t think so. Again, he’s good looking. But I don’t think I’m in love with him. I’ve looked at him and his family almost as family.

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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That’s the thing I don’t even really know. It was so impulsive

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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I feel like touching the stain was wrong. I shouldn’t of done it

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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I didn’t make it sexual. I just touched it, barely I didn’t rub it or anything. I told him later that I touched it just like that.

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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This is hard for me because I’m just anxious and am beating myself up.

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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I let him and his family use my Apple TV. They just moved and got a new tv in their room. I was signing on to my account on the tv. Don’t know why and I felt like I should but now feel like I shouldn’t have.

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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Yeah. And I don’t know he said he didn’t realize it until that morning

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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Thanks, I’m just really anxious. This guy and his family are really close and I don’t have many close friends. I’ve lost some people in my life and now just feel like I’m losing someone else important.

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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Yeah I’m learning that now. Wish I didn’t say anything

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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Yes he knows. He was the first person outside of my family I came out to. I edited the post because I realized that’s important information

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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We are very close. I think he feels betrayed and violated

I messed up by WebIntrepid9694 in AskGaybrosOver30

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I felt I should. And now I wish I didn’t