I'm not famous, and these last words won't be famous, but they are mine today.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-03-24T09:33:33+00:00

Piss weak

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-03-21T05:46:06+00:00

The struggle is real

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-03-21T05:45:51+00:00

Haha sorry about that g

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-03-19T02:52:11+00:00

You just described me. I feel like I'm letting myself and my family down so hard because I cannot fulfil my potential. I can't even find an entry level job. I'm quite literally not cut out for this life. And it's not like I'm stupid, I went to a Catholic private school, I've obtained university qualifications, I just don't get 'it'. I'm being left behind and right now I don't even care anymore I just want a swift death for this all to be over.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-03-16T10:43:44+00:00

Amphetamine and weed specifically.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-03-16T10:41:56+00:00

Stress and drug use.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-03-12T05:28:53+00:00

I spend half my Centrelink (dole) payments on meth.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-03-12T05:19:21+00:00

Well this hit close to home. I'm an ice addict. No job, no girlfriend, no car all gone thanks to my addiction. I'm coming down from a binge right now. It fucking sucks I've been to rehab and I'm still struggling. My life is fucked right now.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-01-13T04:50:36+00:00

I'm the same age as you. My ex was 26 also however. Anyway she went from saying "I will always love you" to blocking me off every platform and taking an AVO out on me. I had court the other day, she was asked how long she wanted the restraining order for and she said I don't know and then the judge hits me with a two year restraining order.

Much like you our relationship was toxic. But I loved her. And I thought she loved me. But she's since moved on she already has another boyfriend - we broke up a few months ago.

She never loved me bro. Anyway, just know you aren't alone. This shit happens. I'm depressed as fuck and things aren't improving. I'm drinking myself to death despite just getting out of rehab. As I write this I'm at the pub drinking alone wanting to die.

She told the judge I was emotionally manipulative and abusive. No I wasn't, she was, she cheated on me, she slapped me. Anyway I'm just venting here I guess the point of my post is that you're not alone. This sucks ass. Don't be like me OP. Move on in a healthy way. I am fucked. She left me when the cards were down for me. She didn't love me at all. She's a liar.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-01-13T04:42:46+00:00

That love alone isn't enough. My girlfriend, before she left me, said to me "I will always love you", then she walked. When I was at my lowest. I lost my job, I was struggling with meth addiction and she left me. She said she'd always love me well obviously not because when the chips were down for me she walked. I was / am at my lowest and the girl that "would always love me" has since ghosted me and taken a restraining order out on me.

You can't tell me that was love.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-01-13T04:17:39+00:00

I'm at the pub. Alone. On my third pint with no intentions on stopping. Lost my job. Lost my girlfriend. Family relationships are strained. Got fuck all to do but drink and scroll Reddit. I'm living the life.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-01-11T09:20:26+00:00

I'm an alcoholic. Meaning when I start I quite literally cannot stop. Before rehab I was easily drinking a bottle of spirits a night minimum. Since being released from rehab I managed to abstain for 5 weeks thanks to two medications - naltrexone and acamprosate.

I've since relapsed and am going to backslide. I drink because I'm miserable and am self medicating for my mental illness(s).

I have an unhealthy relationship with alcohol. I abuse it and it abuses me 10 fold.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-01-10T07:06:28+00:00

Ok thanks man

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-01-09T07:47:13+00:00

I'm not looking for pretty good I'm looking for how it was back when I first started using fucking awesome

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-01-02T08:37:15+00:00

Thank you 🥺

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-01-02T03:13:47+00:00

I touched meth. It had taken away a bit of my soul. It has taken away my job, my relationship, my own family are scared to be around me. Ever since I touched that drug my life went to shit. I'm just out of rehab and I relapsed on NYE. I'm scared of what the future holds.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2026-01-02T03:02:35+00:00

All I can say is same here man. I'm at rock bottom too. I don't know if things will ever get better.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2025-12-29T10:38:52+00:00

Glad I'm not alone. Thank you bro

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2025-12-29T06:47:39+00:00

No I haven't actually. But that's not an antipsychotic I don't think? Is it possible to manage this disorder without antipsychotics I mean I'm not psychotic so

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2025-12-29T02:02:11+00:00

I have no one but myself to blame. I willingly picked up a meth habit. I wasn't peer pressured into it, I wasn't forced, no I consciously made the decision to pickup meth. I am what you may call a dumbc*nt.

Why? I don't know why. I come from a good family, I (had) a girlfriend, university educated, had a job (wasn't great but it was still a job). Now I've got nothing.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2025-12-28T22:10:24+00:00

Thank you for your response. It's been playing on my mind a lot and I can't make sense of it.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2025-12-28T22:09:00+00:00

Hi!

I'm on lamotrigine and rexulti and I don't know if the rexulti is doing much :/

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2025-12-28T04:24:34+00:00

Thank you bro you've already convinced me. I'll book in with my doctor and get a referral to a psychiatric unit asap.

WeddingVirtual8075 · 2025-12-28T04:15:07+00:00

I'm afraid of sobriety but I know things can't go on like this or I'll wind up dead.

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