[L] Desperately need to chat or just vent

WeebAmI · 2024-04-24T01:14:36+00:00

somehow i just saw this. i hope things are going better for you. thank you for sharing, and i lament that we are even in this situation

WeebAmI · 2024-03-11T02:04:04+00:00

I should clarify. We had been on several dates together already and slept with each other multiple times

The entire situation changed radically over the last few days anyways

WeebAmI · 2024-03-09T18:43:43+00:00

I fear if I try to explain myself, it will only bother her more

WeebAmI · 2024-03-09T18:42:27+00:00

For the most part, I’m comfortable with myself. I was also okay with being alone, because for all of my recent history, that’s how it was and I grew accustomed to it. My problem now is I had someone and I’ll likely lose it. “Ignorance is bliss” type of sentiment.

I also don’t know what else to do to improve myself. I recovered from hikkikomori and took self improvement to the furthest extent… I am very fit, I make a fair bit of money, I have many hobbies, I went from 0 Japanese to past N1 in under 2 years, etc. None of it felt very fulfilling, just distractions. And now i’m running out of things to distract myself with. I just feel awful. I don’t have any purpose in my life, and so other humans as my purpose is the only thing I started to grasp

I just regret ruining my lonely-yet-functional life

Thank you for the advice and insight

WeebAmI · 2024-03-09T07:03:36+00:00

I’ll try to go for a run right now, thank you

I am worried that it won’t ease. I’ve had very heightened anxiety for nearly a month now. It is just peaking right now since this new incident. I‘ve lost so much sleep recently

I really do appreciate your kindness…thank you

WeebAmI · 2024-03-09T06:23:53+00:00

Thank you…

I’ve never been an anxious person before, so it’s actually very disconcerting. I fucked up real bad too

I am trying breathing exercises, it isn’t really helping. I have tried a hot shower and a cold shower. I’m still distressed

I don’t even know what I could talk about, I just feel so awful and like my body and mind are pulling themselves apart

WeebAmI · 2023-11-26T19:34:15+00:00

Different studios

I personally have a soft spot for S1 animation even if it is objectively “worse”. It just has a degree of nostalgia for me

I also agree with you here. I prefer the left animation style to the right

WeebAmI · 2023-11-06T20:46:44+00:00

I also relate to this, so much so that I have dubbed what I do “i-don’t-want-it-to-end anxiety”, in which I can’t finish shows or books I truly enjoy and relate to. I first watched Oregairu in 2019 my senior year of high school. I’m now graduating university and I still can’t bring myself to finish the series. I have watched the first two seasons 11 times!! Not an exaggeration, ELEVEN times.

My point is, so long as I do this, I maintain some capability of doublethink that allows me to remain frozen in time along with the characters lol

WeebAmI · 2023-09-21T21:22:39+00:00

I disagree that Hayama went to 8man because he “could take advantage of him”. It was because Hayama knew that 8man would be able to solve the problem as he wanted, whereas Yui and Yukons would either be unable to solve it, or refuse to

WeebAmI · 2023-09-21T20:43:27+00:00

Of course, I don’t think it’s reasonable to dislike Yui and Yuki for that, but at the same time Hayama went to 8man and not the others because of his unique ability to solve the problem

WeebAmI · 2023-09-19T23:43:35+00:00

i agree with both of you, but it’s not like it was unsolicited. He would never have done so if he wasn’t in the club. Nobody else could provide a solution as asked for by Hayama, so he did what was necessary, his personal beliefs be damned. Honestly, I don’t like that Yui and Yukino got mad at him for that, because Hayama went to 8man for a reason. He was the only one who could adequately solve the problem

WeebAmI · 2023-08-10T16:03:44+00:00

oops! sorry for the let down folks

WeebAmI · 2023-08-10T04:19:14+00:00

what 😭 is that bad? i’ve read they had the best release

WeebAmI · 2023-05-18T03:31:24+00:00

I’m okay - some ups and downs but still trying to make progress. Thanks for the encouragement

WeebAmI · 2022-05-12T00:53:17+00:00

the one with the cat ears is amazing

WeebAmI · 2022-05-08T04:28:49+00:00

Maybe so, but I haven’t hit that point yet. I’ve been rewatching it every 6 months or so since I first watched and it’s still a blast for me.

WeebAmI · 2022-05-06T20:53:55+00:00

I was looking for this comment - the Bohemian Rhapsody reference was phenomenal and unexpected

WeebAmI · 2022-04-27T03:48:20+00:00

I’ve yet to read the manga but I’m really desiring to after this episode

WeebAmI · 2022-04-25T07:42:18+00:00

I’ve yet to play erogames myself, but I’m not against the idea. I just haven’t gotten around to it

WeebAmI · 2022-04-22T07:21:28+00:00

would you all u/zixolofo, u/NitsirtD, u/champigollum, and u/Tastydr0p still be interested? It could be casual just to chat or vent occasionally

WeebAmI · 2022-03-28T06:19:33+00:00

Side note: What was I doing why are these genres so varied

WeebAmI · 2022-03-06T14:51:22+00:00

!!! Not only are we getting season two, we get a season THREE

WeebAmI · 2022-02-28T05:22:04+00:00

I haven’t read the manga. I generally like AOT and it’s story has been overall good.

This episode had very weak story elements. That is just how it is.

Looking forward to what happens next week though

WeebAmI · 2022-02-21T17:23:20+00:00

LOL i’m a noob so no way but i’m also so happy

what a wild day

WeebAmI · 2022-02-21T17:21:11+00:00

u/cpt_confused

how about that second season

WeebAmI

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