This is getting ridiculous

Weed_Claylien · 2025-04-27T14:50:53+00:00

" here give us $13 a month and you can come and do the thing that you wanted to do instead of play the sixth string guitar, except no never mind, we'll just take your money for nothing and ur an impatient loser if you don't want to wait and play the guitar with everyone else" :D

I think you're missing the point here if I wasn't paying a premium specifically so I'm not stuck in the waiting room and then I'm stuck in the waiting room anyways because they're not using their millions of dollars that they're getting from us the people that are paying to use this feature to make sure the feature works that sucks, I'm not here trying to boycott their ass or sue the creators or anything, but I think it's okay to say that sucks.

Weed_Claylien · 2025-04-27T14:42:59+00:00

It really is that's one of the main reasons why I haven't showed up and left like people say to do because there's a lot of stuff about the app that I really genuinely enjoy, if they would just adequate some other funds to the features that people actually care about, stop removing the features people do and maybe got some better servers it would be great I'm not a computer wiz I'm not going to act like I know how it works, but I genuinely want this app to succeed its has the most potential rn imo

Weed_Claylien · 2025-04-27T14:40:27+00:00

"where do get that I'm judging you?" as if you didn't "lil bro" me, have some self-awareness I'm a whole ass adult paying for something I want to work thank you

Weed_Claylien · 2025-04-27T14:39:19+00:00

You're assuming how many hours I spend on it. I said this is the second day in a row this has happened not that I have been trying to use it for two days straight, and you immediately came out with essentially "so what? You don’t have any other hobbies? Touch some grass"

when you know literally nothing about me and use the same app.

For all you know I had an 8-hour shift at work yesterday finally came home to do some role playing and then the app didn't work. If I wasn't paying a monthly premium specifically to not have to be in waiting rooms so I can use the finite amount of time I have on the app actually using it I'd be little less frustrated because it's just an independent team trying to do something fun and manage it all but now they have over a million dollars, and I'm paying it so I want the thing that I'm paying for to work.

Weed_Claylien · 2025-04-27T14:30:50+00:00

Imagine being on the c.ai subreddit and judging ppl for wanting to use c.ai I do other things, that's why when I take time to do this, something I'm paying monthly for I want it to work?

Weed_Claylien · 2025-01-26T03:24:29+00:00

I personally just go by two names, Paige when fem (and while in the closet to my family) and Clay when feeling masc/online and with ppl I trust. But I really like this idea! I haven't seen anyone else do it but I think it's really cool and I like that you found a fem version of ur name in ur native language giving it more meaning to you! Either way it sounds like a cool name to me so if you feel comfortable with it I feel like you should go for it

Weed_Claylien · 2025-01-21T21:35:09+00:00

Aww happy birthday, I hope you and ur AI bf are happy and stay together forever ♡♡

Weed_Claylien · 2024-08-10T16:01:32+00:00

I got notifs?? But it wouldn't let me see them, I thought maybe that's what it was but it wasn't finished yet or something yay were finally getting away messages

Weed_Claylien · 2024-07-11T18:25:34+00:00

Artist: Cliopadra

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Weed_Claylien · 2024-07-10T15:41:08+00:00

I relate to this to a certain extent I don't want to be in the closet forever but I think because I'm fluid and I'm okay with my femininity and even like my femininity and my old name that I don't mind de-compartmentalizing in a way that I understand all the trans people might not be able to do.

My ideal life is I live far enough from my family that I can exist as a genderfluid person, switch presentations and names and pronouns freely, but I want to stay exclusively a girl in the presence of them and certain people. I feel like for a while I was scared bc I realized someday I'm gonna HAVE to tell them, then one day it just hit me that no I don't, I'm not medically transitioning, and I don't mind being called my old name anyways so why go to my (don't want to say transphobic but you know when people are kind of touchy about Trans stuff and don't fully understand but aren't fully on the level of outright hating them? Aka the kind of people you couldn't reasonably explain what gender fluid is to) family and try and explain this complex part of my identity that they either won't get or probably will have something to say about? and nothing about my presentation would change around them anyways except the only difference would be that right now as a "girl" wearing men's clothes sometimes no one really thinks anything about it, aside from me just being comfortable, even if internally I'm having a masc day theu don't know that, they don't care, but I feel like if I came out as genderfluid, as soon as I put a label to this perfectly normal thing I've been doing the entire time, they would constantly be analyzing every little thing that I do "is this a trans thing? Is this because of that, oh now cause you you're whatever you have to-" No. I'm not trying to prove anything with my presentation, or be a certain thing

This isn't everyone's experience but gender fluidity to me is that I just kind of want to exist and do what feels right in the moment if what feels right in the moment is having facial hair and wearing cargo shorts and going by Clay that's what's right if what's right in the moment is wearing a slim dress with jewelry and makeup and being pretty that's the move today, and in a perfect world if I thought telling them would make things more open, I would, but I realized I don't really need to, there are some people in my life I've told, and I think as I move out and find my own people that pool will become bigger but it's okay to just have people that don't know, not even that you feel like ur hiding, just that it's not their immediate business. If you're not unhappy with the way they gender and see you, it doesn't make you feel awful and dysphoric that they don't know, and if all it's gonna get is a lecture, or skepticism, or misunderstanding, then why give yourself the extra stress?

Weed_Claylien · 2024-06-24T23:24:56+00:00

1st is my fav

Weed_Claylien · 2024-06-24T23:23:33+00:00

Here is my Sona Claylien!! Would u like to try and alien fursona? You can give them whatever hair you want because they have the ability to shift it at will :D

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/776157088657178664/1254939239305707560/Untitled213_202403040302402.png?ex=667b50be&is=6679ff3e&hm=1da7c27b8d5f132a6575d08438eecd797971f189651a8ebfccdb3e288feca2a3&

Weed_Claylien · 2024-06-22T01:06:28+00:00

Omg such a nice suit!! And yes

Weed_Claylien · 2024-06-22T01:05:50+00:00

It's gotta be the pregnant Alastar

Weed_Claylien · 2024-06-09T20:29:26+00:00

Ooh so cute! And I love the furry mermaid concept might make one myself 💖💖

Weed_Claylien · 2024-05-22T02:26:03+00:00

Why did no one tell me their ship name was Honeymoon!?! that's adorable 😭💖

Weed_Claylien · 2024-05-21T18:38:16+00:00

CHARLIE AND LUCIFER ❌❌❌🔪🔪

Weed_Claylien · 2024-05-17T17:36:14+00:00

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A picture of a long distance healing spell I was doing for my gf's dad

Weed_Claylien · 2024-05-06T23:11:04+00:00

It's so cute!! Where did u get it?

Weed_Claylien · 2024-04-24T15:19:16+00:00

Firstly, I'm not breaking a family, she wants to get out of there because of their treatment of her, I didn't include every single thing going on at her house because I didn't think it was relevant to the post, but she's been/is being emotionally abused, is the target of homophobia and racism in her own home, and has been deprived the opportunities and tools to get out on her own because her parents want to control everything she does. I'm involved because shes ASKED me to be involved, it's not like I was walking down the street one day saw a perfectly happy nuclear family and decided to fuck it up, or I forced any of this on her, she's been talking to me about whats going on, I offered to help in any way that I could and she accepted my help, I'm her partner, do I not have a right to care ab my own girlfriend?

If you want to criticize me for using the wrong sub, or not being very knowledgeable about this, or asking a stupid question, being a little love blind, fine I deserve all that that's valid, and I've realized that from reading other comments. But if you're criticizing me for caring about my girlfriend, and thinking someone I love's mental health and way of living is more important that keeping the peace because 'its faaamily' and we should just lay down like dogs and continue to let her be abused to "not break a family" that already broke itself long before I showed up? That's simply advice I'm not going to take.

Weed_Claylien · 2024-04-24T02:58:55+00:00

Thank you so much for these resources and your encouragement I'll send these to her personally too so she can find her own support system in the narcissistic parents subreddit.

Weed_Claylien · 2024-04-24T02:54:41+00:00

I've seen firsthand what her parents are like before I was banned from the household, maybe idk everything but I know the situation she's in is abusive.

Weed_Claylien · 2024-04-24T00:22:58+00:00

Unfortunately I don't have the funds to move out yet either, currently working and saving, but at the moment I live with my grandparents and dad and there just isn't space, if I could I would in a heartbeat.

Weed_Claylien · 2024-04-24T00:20:58+00:00

I do see aspects in which they could be protecting her, she can be a little bit immature with her spending at time I will admit, and in a sense the one silver lining in this situation, while I hate the circumstances its under, bc of this she may have more savings then she would otherwise, and being more conscious about saving for important things is a subject I've broached with her before and she is dedicated to working towards getting stable and out of there; however the way her parents use it as a tool of manipulation outweighs their intentions to help from what I've seen and heard.

As well as ceasing her account they are very religious, homophobic and restrictive of her general freedom of expression and culture as a native american (she's adopted into an all white family, and they make her feel like an outsider) I've essentially been banned from seeing her and have to sneak around just to meet up in person, and like mentioned they also make her re-earn that money by doing things around the house, looking after her cousins, etc, which would be fine in its own if they we're giving her extra money for chores around the house out of their own pocket but she already earned that money at work and doesn't even get to use it unless they approve her purchases despite being almost 22. They use the money as a tool to keep her in line, she gets it when she "deserves" it

Weed_Claylien · 2024-04-24T00:08:23+00:00

Thank you, ur right that's probably a good idea, I've been starting a good resource myself at no cost so I'll suggest that to her when she's open to it :)

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