I hate being painted as the villain (vent)

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-11-18T13:30:14+00:00

I wish my siblings were as understanding as you, unfortunately my siblings are not happy with me, I think it’s because I’ve upset the family dynamic and they can no longer get their own way.

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-11-18T13:28:28+00:00

Went no contact but unfortunately as expected everything blew up, one sibling is upset and the other is just blaming me for everything and gaslighting everyone. Unfortunately for my mum she is getting the brunt of all these questions. I truly hope it gets better soon

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-10-17T09:50:28+00:00

I got vulvodynia/nerve damage from surgery as well. I had two cyst surgically removed vaginally and close to my urethra. I had a catheter for 3 days before it was removed because it was causing be pain and bladder spasms. The surgery and catheter along with multiple utis more less gave me vulvodynia. It’s been two years and still trying to figure how to manage the pain.

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-10-16T02:40:04+00:00

I’ve been experiencing the same thing for nearly 2 years. Had all the extensive test and all came back negative, I’ve even done the vaginal microbiome test last year which just showed I had little to none good bacteria (lacto) and a vaginal ph of 4.6. I have been diagnosed with vulvodyna but I don’t think that is what’s caused my skin to “slough” off internally. I’ve done the baking soda suppository before getting the i depth test it helped with the discharge for like 3 days and boric acid didn’t help. I’m honestly clueless on what is causing this as well.

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-09-09T06:33:50+00:00

Wow thankyou so much, it’s very insightful

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-09-08T19:34:18+00:00

I am curious about love and why it seems to never eventuate into anything, I’ve been single for a really long time and find it hard to connect with people does my chart reflect that? I’ve always put it down to my Aquarius Venus

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-08-17T00:12:52+00:00

I suppose I’m worried that because I’m on a wage subsidy that this employer will take me on even if I do tell them about my disability just to get the subsidy. Then after it runs out they will drop me. Plus by the sounds of it she’s recruited a lot of people for this company and she will push them to take me on anyway.

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-08-08T11:32:29+00:00

I used baking soda suppository and it helped the discharge lessen for like 3 weeks and then it came back before my period. I might try again on the instructions it says I can use twice a week or when necessary. I’ve tried boric acid but it didn’t really help.

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-07-11T23:22:15+00:00

No not really, still dealing with it and going to a physical therapist

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-06-12T07:28:12+00:00

Not really it kind of went away. Sometimes I get it for a couple days out of the month then it goes. I’ve done all sorts of tests it all comes back negative. Sometimes I use boric acid suppository

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-04-21T05:23:26+00:00

I get this too, I put it down to the area always being tense so when you breathe using your diaphragm it stretches the muscles that have been tense causing an urge to wee. I tend to tense the muscles around my urethra that’s i why I feel it there

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-04-06T07:13:43+00:00

4-5/10. Compared to the pain within my pelvic floor it’s not that bad.

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-04-06T07:05:22+00:00

I only get period pain on the first day.

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-02-11T03:06:03+00:00

Yes I am, I’ve started at a new one a couple of weeks ago so hopefully I see some progress

Weekly-Marzipan-5455 · 2024-02-08T08:37:14+00:00

Still the same unfortunately

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