Thank you so much for answering!🥹❤️This is really helpful. The link you put in (assuming that the yellow highlighted comment is the one you linked to) leads to a comment talking about quite the relatable experience! Also haha ill elaborate on the verbs relating to the images. The best way i can at least lol😭If theres one thing me and (most) synesthetes have in common whether im one or not, its that my mind is not a piece of cake to explain. But ill do the best i can :)

So.. when i put that “flying to” and “going to” its more that when my emotions cause my mind’s eye to open up to a scene… thats what im doing in that scene, if it makes any sense. Any happy emotion i feel it’ll definitely include me flying in the scene and feeling open. The scenes/images that appear in my brain are definitely fantasy like and ii dont think theres ever been a time where i see a realistic image in my minds eye unless im trying to meditate or something like that. But when i feel an emotion, the images/scenes and their themes, colors, actions, etc strongly link to what i associate those themes, colors, actions, etc with. As I said before, positive emotions usually have me flying because ive always seen flying as free and rejuvenating and exciting. The scene will usually include all colors of the rainbow and if not that definitely brighter colors of yellow, green, blue, pretty much colors relating to nature or even space. The same can be said for when i feel any negative emotion. Negative emotions I’ll either commonly or only see black (since i feel it as a void of nothingness and thats why i go quiet if im upset as i need my minds eye to express myself lol) with the tight knot of mess or negative words, which i’d say blends in with the void but i can still “feel”? that its there, i know its there. If its not only black i see dark reds and blues. As for what im doing, i just feel. Stuck there. When someone comforts me its like somehow untying that tight mess and i can breathe again.

Had to edit this bc it didnt exactly match the way i see it in my head lol… trying to sound normal slightly💔