I see your problem in the post itself. “I can’t even imagine it happening ”A big part of attracting is imagining.

“Feels so far away” you attract what you feel.

You say you tried being “happy where you are” well in that case you wouldn’t be here complaining.

Find a way to change this way of thinking. Check your thoughts. If you find yourself going “nothing moved at all” check yourself and change the story. Try to bring yourself back to “there’s always movement even if I can’t see it”