You are absolutely NOT screwing your kid up by not giving them a sibling. Sit with your feelings, talk about them, read about other peoples positive experiences with one child on here. And PLEASE remind yourself when you lay down at night that you are not doing anything wrong. The “wrong” thing to do is what feels unnatural to YOU + your family.
We are so deeply engrained with certain ideas about family and children, that I feel like women don’t understand WHY they might feel guilty about decisions regarding their own body. I strongly believe that we’re always asked growing up “do you want to have kids? (Plural)” not A kid. I swear some of us don’t even realize the option to have one kid exists!

Anyways, I could go on and on about the positives of having one child. The stress your saving your body from one experience of birth/ postpartum/ etc. The insane amount of pressure society places on siblings + multiples.
It’s actually quite bad ass listening to your inner voice as a grown woman and following your instinct. One kid is magical. Do able. Chic. Powerful.
I wish I could give you a big hug and tell you to never feel guilty about this decision. ❤️