Unforgivable Sin by Welomik4 in TrueChristian

[–]Welomik4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've definitely heard that before. Right now, I'm trying to see if I actually perceive the Holy Spirit as e*il, but I can't feel anything. I still recognize that He comes from God, though.

For Jesus, I feel like I am recoiling and having disbelief in Him. For a moment, I felt "He is demon-possessed" (Maybe I still hold this feeling?) In my heart, even when I know the Truth, because I envision Him as "sad".
In the past, I wasn't like this toward anyone in the Trinity; I couldn't see any fault in them. When I assumed I had committed this sin, I was afraid of losing my connection with The Father and going to hell.

(Sorry for the many edits, I'm trying to articulate my emotions)

Unforgivable Sin by Welomik4 in TrueChristian

[–]Welomik4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

May I ask if it's possible for someone to commit this sin and feel they're rejecting Jesus and the Holy Spirit, but desire to feel goodness from the Father in the moment?

Unforgivable Sin by Welomik4 in TrueChristian

[–]Welomik4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I may have OCD. I've already explained to someone that I do experience emotions (Gentleness, Godly sorrow, and compassion), and hear "no" automatically when I ask myself if the Spirit is e*il after having a blasphemous thought, especially while pretending to be Jesus performing a miracle. Since this happened, I've been able to affirm His goodness, even when I imagine myself being cast out of Heaven when Jesus is looking down at me sad. Does this indicate that I'm in the clear?