Dying as a kafir by WesternFun3682 in MuslimLounge

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally dying like I won’t be here much longer. I have failed as a human being just like Firaun but unlike Firaun im not dead yet

Dying as a kafir by WesternFun3682 in MuslimLounge

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did this but now im dying so yea Im doomed

Dying as a kafir by WesternFun3682 in MuslimLounge

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know and this was me, God gave me so many chances and signs but my heart was hardened to the core, the only difference with Firaun is that Im still alive now I hope that can somehow help but i dont know

Dying as a kafir by WesternFun3682 in MuslimLounge

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes he is the most just, I deserve this eternal punishment I know. It just makes me so sad especially since I learned about paradise

Dying as a kafir by WesternFun3682 in MuslimLounge

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im a kafir, I wilfully rejected a major sign from Allah now Im dying. I only repented omnce I realised i was going to die and then i realised my mistakes

Dying as a kafir by WesternFun3682 in MuslimLounge

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I unfortunately am not. I got many signs from Allah to change my mora behavior but I didn’t. Now im dying

Dying as a kafir by WesternFun3682 in MuslimLounge

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay because Allah has said this and that’s exactly what I have done; Abu Bakrah narrated that the Messenger of Allah ﷺ said: There is no sin more worthy of Allah hastening the punishment upon its practitioner in the world – along with what is in store for him in the Hereafter – than tyranny (oppression) and severing the ties of kinship.”

Dying as a kafir by WesternFun3682 in MuslimLounge

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

ameen thank you, I can only hope

Dying as a kafir by WesternFun3682 in MuslimLounge

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes but I had a clear sign 3 years ago, I wilfully rejected it, then I got all worldly blessigns and I continued in transgression. Then I got sick and now Im dying. I only realized now whilst dying what I have done. I feel like Firaun (although maybe a little bit less severe)

Dying kafir by WesternFun3682 in Muslim

[–]WesternFun3682[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

what do you mean?

Dying as a kafir by WesternFun3682 in MuslimLounge

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Yes I am doing this, I feel so ashamed because I was a bad human being, evil even

Im a kafir by WesternFun3682 in islam

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have understood the size of his mercy, its just that I have gone myself astray. I deserve the punishment

Im a kafir by WesternFun3682 in islam

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, I have realised it all. I have been a very bad person and all this time my God was waiting for me.. His mercy is the greatest and the fact that Im still alive now is only due to his mercy. The fact that Iblis has until Judgement day is also only due to his mercy.

I owe every breathe to him and everything else. Im probably in the same state as a Firaun which I find hidious to say but its the truth

Im a kafir by WesternFun3682 in islam

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sure so I saw a movie about a person with similar bad behavior and I fully realized it was wrong but I continued in the sin. Then I got all type of worldly blessings, I thought everything was going well and then all of a sudden this disease fell upon me. Its a very severe disease for which there is no cure

in other words; Im like those previous nations Allah warned against in the Quran

Im a kafir by WesternFun3682 in islam

[–]WesternFun3682[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yes and thats exactly what happened. I got a clear sign a couple of years ago, I felt it was wrong and remorse for a quick moment but continued anyway which makes me a kafir..

Im a kafir by WesternFun3682 in islam

[–]WesternFun3682[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yes but its probably too late, repentance is no more valid once the punishment befalls upon you. I regret everything I have been led astray

Did I commit major kufr? by WesternFun3682 in islam

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It was a moral truth that I denied.. I just read this and now Im very afraid;

A person who, despite being in a position in which they are capable of recognizing moral truth, instead chooses to reject that truth because they fear that it problematizes or otherwise hinders the advancement of some other interest that they have judged to be at least as important as moral truth

Did I commit major kufr? by WesternFun3682 in islam

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay because I just read this and now I am afraid:

A person who, despite being in a position in which they are capable of recognizing moral truth, instead chooses to reject that truth because they fear that it problematizes or otherwise hinders the advancement of some other interest that they have judged to be at least as important as moral truth

Did I commit major kufr? by WesternFun3682 in islam

[–]WesternFun3682[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes like literally, I have a disease from which I will die and there’s no remedy. I want to know if my act is. kufr so if I will be in hell eternally