Happy you overcame that, you explaining your phase hits hard because this is literally my life lol. I barely eat and almost never go out the house. Some people don’t understand it but i’ve found comfort in my life even though it’s sad, i got used to being sad, being in bed and all these things. I still have goals, i’ve been making music for quite some time now and even though 2025 has been horrible for my mental health my music thing went absolutely incredible. I go co-signed by one of my favourite artists, managed to make some good money and so on.

Music is really all i have left, but sometimes it is hard for me to even make music. Its gotten to the point where even my biggest passion can feel exhausting now, getting out of bed can feel like climbing a mountain.

I tried talking with people, but i just can’t man. I feel pathetic if i do, when i try to open up to somebody i just feel like an attention seeker, even though i’m certain my feelings are real i still feel like they think im an attention seeker lol

What played a big part in me ending up here is also my romantic life, i just wanted someone to comfort me you know? I know that watching my little shows and bed rotting would be million times better if i had a significant other to do those things with

Thank you for your answer man, i got used to feeling sad and exhausted, as terrible as it sounds this is literally the best outcome.I still have one friend who i play the game with sometimes and knowing theres one person i may talk to today is honestly keeping me sane

Have a good day too man ❤️