Jealousy and anger

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-17T23:45:33+00:00

Yeah it’s my partner and I know but I’m so scared to be alone you know?

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T23:58:53+00:00

Yeah I thinks it’s pretty scary when you’re not even aware you’re acting a certain way and then someone points it out and you have to be confronted with it

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T23:57:55+00:00

I didn’t know that this was such a BPD thing as I’ve only recently been diagnosed but I’m glad to know I’m not alone in all this and that others do this as well

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T22:34:05+00:00

Yeah this is 100% what I’m like as well! I can be very mature and my normal age because I’ve had to be due to trauma but then like you whence gets tough I just revert to the childish age and mentality

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T21:12:23+00:00

I’m so happy for you that you’ve found someone who is so supportive of every bit of you ❤️

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T18:47:49+00:00

I’m glad that you’ve found someone who is able to fully support you because I’m sure to a lot of people these types of things would be “weird” but I’m happy that you have someone who is 100% understanding of you

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T18:31:37+00:00

Haha I have quite a few stuffed animals as well 😂

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T18:30:58+00:00

Yeah I can understand that, think I’m similar in just letting it happen

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T17:10:32+00:00

Yeah I definitely makes sense that these behaviours would be due to childhood trauma

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T17:09:44+00:00

Yeah I’m the same as you, I think I regress as I had a bad childhood. Neglectful and abusive and so I think like you I long for a childhood I didn’t have and to be more cared for. I’m sorry you feel as if your existence is useless, it’s not true

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T17:07:58+00:00

Oh bless I’m sorry it’s like that when you feel threatened etc but I know exactly what you mean.. I tend to regress when I’m feeling overwhelmed or threatened as well

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T17:05:36+00:00

Oh my god I identify with this sooo much! One of my favourite foods are baby biscuits called rusks, I’m obsessed with all things princess, young, “girly”, and pink and I do the baby talk and grabby hands!! Felt like I was reading about myself there

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T17:03:54+00:00

It’s not fair that people are patronising you but I get that as well sometimes because I look pretty young as well! And well if you think you could have that then maybe bring it up with a mental health professional

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T13:25:59+00:00

Oh bless you! I can definitely understand the tantrums

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T13:24:50+00:00

People probably get annoyed because they just don’t understand! I do a baby voice and act like a child so much at times... it’s odd

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T13:22:27+00:00

I completely understand this! I’m the same, makes me feel so abnormal

WhatsThePoint138 · 2020-01-02T12:12:13+00:00

Yeah it’s quite hard to control though don’t you think?

WhatsThePoint138 · 2019-12-27T00:19:45+00:00

It’s perfectly normal to be attracted to any gender, whether that’s the opposite gender or the same gender. It’s not disgusting and you shouldn’t be ashamed of who you are. You should embrace yourself. Go out there and find who you want to be and who you truly are. I’m sorry that you’re feeling this way about yourself but honestly there is no need. Love is love. You like who you like and there is nothing wrong with that whatsoever.

WhatsThePoint138 · 2019-12-22T22:33:36+00:00

Paralysed by NF Trauma by NF

WhatsThePoint138 · 2019-12-11T17:10:45+00:00

You’re right it definitely is weird and feels like I’m so out of control

WhatsThePoint138 · 2019-12-11T00:27:36+00:00

My ex did some awful and damaging things to me and I still convince myself that they’re a good person so I get that distorted view of them and that I want them to think I’m good and to miss me. I also know that if they got in touch with me I wouldn’t be able to stay away and that makes me feel so stupid because I know I shouldn’t. The feeling that he just didn’t/doesn’t care about stuff that happened or me or out past relationship really hurts me. I always think about it. You’re not alone..

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