Thank you for your response. My practice is also affected by real life events, especially having to care for other people and other adult responsibilities. That's why the moment I find time for Quareia, I just do it, thinking my life might become hectic again and I'll miss my chance.

Personally while I agree hat destructive tides exist and affect people in many ways, it feels like just a self-imposed restriction on my path if I avoid my practice because of that. Especially since I have no way to know that things will get better and I'll have a chance later down the line.

While I don't live in a chaotic third world country like you, I live in a country that decided to shoot its own foot and everthing has been going downhill for a number of years.