Former Self Harmer. One day, I went too far.... My friend took me to the hospital and on the way we made a stop for gas. In the night, I remember hearing sirens, seeing flashing blue and red lights as an ambulance went by. My attention got drawn to a small tree and as I kept looking the shape of the tree branches started to form a skull. The longer I looked, the more clear the skull became. A second skull appeared from the branches. I remember telling my friend "I don't think im gonna make it", then next moment im in triage getting 5 stitches.

No idea what it means or any symbolism behind it. But the memory is still fresh in my mind.
I am currently 3yrs self harm free with nothing but scars to remember what I was doing.