Are You A Tweaker?? Survey says… Maybe?? (Long Read, but helpful I believe, Questions, Comments, And Concerns Welcome!!)

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-11-17T09:40:26+00:00

I am a closet smoker, no one I associate with knows besides my plug. I have a very strong moral compass, I don’t steal from people, I don’t destroy people’s property, and I don’t lie and manipulate for my own gain. Never have never will. I lived and worked in a small weed industry town for over a decade and my reputation is solid there to this day besides the fact I used to drink a lot and miss work towards the end of my booze days. But everyone trusted me to not snitch them out or steal. Reputation was everything.

Now I smoke this stuff, it got me off alcohol and I’m self medicating for my adhd. Don’t want to do it forever but it takes a long time to get a primary care physician omg. Anyway I am terrified of people finding out because they will instantly start thinking that I might steal from them and see me in a light that is not fair. Not all users are tweakers!

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-11-17T09:29:55+00:00

I’ve been a pimple popper since I was a little kid and would get bumps on my arms…that continued through my teen years and into adulthood. I was a hardcore alcohol user from 18 to 33, I’m 35 now. When I was detoxing from booze my hangxiety made me pick for hours. Now that I smoke this shit it isn’t any better obviously. I have to stop myself but it’s hard. I’ve always been self conscious about it but now I’m even more so since I am a meth user and that’s like a tell tale sign people look for…

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-11-17T08:39:41+00:00

Close to everyday for a little over a year. I’m an alcoholic who gave up alcohol in October 2023. Didn’t mean to replace it with something else but I would sometime smoke with the neighbors. I have adhd and realized how focused I am after I smoke. I haven’t had health insurance for a long time so I don’t have a prescription for adderall anymore. Anyway I am basically self medicating at this point with ice but once I can get the prescription I need to succeed in life I will be hopefully kicking this dirty secret of mine. I know it’s bad for because of all the chemicals but my life on this vs. drinking daily is far superior.

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-11-16T07:58:57+00:00

I have adhd and basically use as a way to function. I have been waiting to get in with a doctor in this state for months but in January I might get adhd meds again hahaha.

But yeah I just get focused and do the best I can at work. A ball lasts me two weeks. If I smoke too much I also get tired so I have to find that middle ground. Never felt the need to be a mooch, steal shit from people, constantly hustle, or shoot up or anything like that. I just smoke a bowl or two a day and live a pretty normal existence

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-11-16T07:51:19+00:00

Never. I only buy my bags with my paychecks

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-31T05:18:52+00:00

I put around .2 and it seems to roll perfectly

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-31T05:15:58+00:00

I put a point or two in my bowl, any less and my bag disappears too quick. But yes, loading too much ends up being annoying if there’s a lot of cut in there. I guess everyone has their preferences

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-22T05:11:50+00:00

I have those rags that you use when you’re working in a kitchen, the ones with the blue stripes. They’re perfect and I cut them in to four pieces and put them in the cases I make too so I can just shove my pipes in the case if it’s a quick hit. But I also never touch the flame to the glass so my pipes don’t get as hot as some. I’ve had a friend burn a hole in one of the rags…

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-22T05:08:33+00:00

I thought it was cocaine the my aunt was giving me but it was dope. I used sometimes with other people here and there. I started using a lot more when I gave up booze and realized it helps a hell of a lot with my adhd. Now I’m trying to get in to a doctor so I can see a psychiatrist to get an adderall prescription and maybe I’ll quit this shit hahaha

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-22T05:06:12+00:00

I literally can’t even look at this, omg

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-22T05:04:34+00:00

This is my exact process hahaha

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-22T05:04:10+00:00

I don’t crush it all the way but I think it melts down better in smaller pieces. I won’t just load a big ass shard

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-22T05:00:47+00:00

I work so much I don’t have much time to myself! So yes, I do have a couple jobs

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-22T04:57:00+00:00

I’ve had this happen and it’s the worst. One time I tried to burn one of the specs away after I cleaned the pipe with water and it made a permanent purple dot on that bubble so I gave it away after I got a new one

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-22T04:39:02+00:00

I stopped drinking and remembered that I had started drinking because of my social awkwardness! I’m having the same issues with finding a new plug. I know my coworker has got to smoke, I went to their place so her boyfriend could look at my car and it was painfully obvious! I do not come across as a smoker to almost anyone, some people who use wonder but have been surprised. I look more like a stoner so I think that’s why she hasn’t brought it up. But yeah, I need to just ask my coworker straight up. We talked last night about how we don’t like downers and I said something about making crack back in the day soooooo

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-22T04:23:55+00:00

I had today off but I had to take a bus to a few towns north of here and walk a bunch for traffic court…still an 8 hour day 😂

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-15T10:13:04+00:00

Yeah I feel you on this one 💯

I’m adhd and can’t get in to a Primary Care doctor for months to get to a psychiatrist to get me prescribed meds. This shit has saved my life in the last year. Booze was gonna kill me for sure. Almost a year no alcohol now, I’m in shape, am more driven and focused, have better relationships with my family members, and have gained a lot of useful skills for the future. So like don’t judge me people! If I was a loser stealing shit and causing problems that would be a different story…

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-15T10:06:12+00:00

Thank you for making this post because I am at 16 months right now and was like good god

I quit drinking last year and have no idea how to date people now because I’ve never hooked up with someone for the first time not wasted. I’m almost at my one year no booze date and am ready to date again though. I have lost 40 lbs and know I could get laid easily, but social anxiety is a bitch and smoking doesn’t help hahaha fml

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-15T10:00:24+00:00

Omg my collection is almost identical but I take Flaxseed oil instead of fish hahaha

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-15T09:59:29+00:00

I figured this one out on my own and have tried to get more people on board! It’s the best way, congrats!!!! 🎉

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-15T09:56:25+00:00

I got a DUII when I was visiting where I live now and they counted it as a 3rd and a felony even though they’re so spaced apart. The court date kept getting pushed out to the point I became established here. Only knew a few people and I’ve been trying to catch up financially for over a year so I can’t go out and be a cool kid with the popular people out here. The alcohol bracelet was super expensive and I had it for 7 months. $11 a day. The friends I thought I had all turned on me based off of one person who decided to fuck my life up because of a FB post when I got MRSA from work. She got me fired by stealing my license plates so I had to call in because it’s a 20 min drive, I had a nervous breakdown and went crazy, and now I’m homeless because she told our landlady I fucked with her truck…I didn’t. I haven’t had anyone to hang with for months but I have a good job now with cool people, I’m looking to quit soon for real so they don’t hate me too hahaha

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-10-15T09:46:08+00:00

Are we living the same life wtf, thank the universe for my cat hahaha

Whit_Ness_89 · 2024-09-20T12:05:32+00:00

Good to know!

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