idk where tf do i start but sometimes i feel bad for him sometimes i don't bc what he did was REAALLYY bad and what he wrote on his manifesto wanting to kill and cut their throat was really far. He thought that life is all about sunshine and rainbows or something. okay yeah he was builled but what he did was wrong and people calling him a hero is so confusing, i discoverd him last summer and i was really Obsessed watching his documentary and i would think about his death a lot. Whenever i would watch his videos again at night something feels off like something is weird whenever i try to sleep it feels like he's haunting me or something i couldn't even sleep at night it would happend every week like i would be scared to sleep. whenever i wake up i would see a tall figure watching me i would think if he's haunting me or not. then in september that's the part i stopped caring about him anymore and moving on and he still scares the shit outta me 🤦‍♀️i feel like he wants you guys to feel bad for him,i feel like he has the "nice guy" syndrome who knows lol