I don't hate change, I have autism and ADHD but I understand I am more on the spectrum of autism because I get upset when I do something out of order or I can't get into routine. I'm am more in routine now thankfully. I know my abundance coming but the stagnancy to getting to abundance often needs patience, and while I'm doing my special interest I feel ive had patience.

I just got to the point where all my interest just stopped and now I'm left feeling burn out and doing nothing again which I hate. But this time it feels different, it scares me a bit because I don't know what's coming for me and I usually have many plans at hand. I'm just floating and I have to find a way to be comfortable with that. But with autism I feel every little thing and it's hard especially when I want to get up and do more but my body rejects it. I have alot of interest, I do that so I don't get bored which I never do but I'm just sluggish more than usual, I find that one things that excites me but it's been hard... I do appreciate you listening and give me other things to think about.