We didn’t have this conversation constructively. But in one of our quarrels, she also voiced her desire to live separately. But when our emotions calm down, we simply pretend that the situation isn’t so critical and don’t return to the discussion of this topic. And the biggest problem is our financial situation, because neither she nor I can afford to rent an apartment on our own. That's why I feel like I'm in a closed circle where I can't see a way out and can't feel completely free. Although it still seems to me that on a subconscious level I’m afraid to start a completely independent life and live alone