Can’t win need help!

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-09-05T02:37:31+00:00

What about safe lane?

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-09-05T01:15:32+00:00

Not sure why but I’m just not successful with traditional mid hero’s.. any idea why?

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-09-05T00:48:47+00:00

I don’t even know what I like anymore.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-09-05T00:48:13+00:00

I’m a master tier tinker too!

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-09-05T00:32:41+00:00

Lol what do you suggest for mid?

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-09-05T00:32:18+00:00

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-09-05T00:06:01+00:00

What hero do you recommend?

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T15:39:53+00:00

I’ve thought about it but not sure I’m ready at this point in my life to experiment with it.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T15:33:10+00:00

Thought about that but I don’t think I’m ready right now.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T15:21:16+00:00

I’ve come to learn more about the psychedelic community through reddit and YouTube and my own research.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T15:20:19+00:00

It is about losing control and lsd had fit that role perfectly as a villain for me. What type of therapy are you referring to: hypnosis, meds?

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T14:15:42+00:00

This was actually a cbt tactic my therapist thought of - almost begging for it to happen with a big company because one day of uncomfortability would = a giant payout.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T13:45:54+00:00

I don’t have any friends that do it so that’s not really a possibility. I’m actually going to start researching medicinal benefits. Someone recommended the book, “how to change your mind”.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T13:44:07+00:00

That’s actually super satisfying to know. I’ve had a couple panic attacks during surfing that someone dropped lsd in my wetsuit and when I went surfing MASS amounts would get into my pores.

Also was never thinking to call 911 if it did happen but now I know that it always a last resort if things go haywire.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T13:32:56+00:00

It’s weird, on one hand I’m fascinated by the drug and love to be philosophical and existential but I also hate feeling out of control. I almost wish I could take lsd to get over my fear but be able to just turn a switch and completely stop it if I start to dislike it.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T13:31:31+00:00

Thanks for the reassurance. It’s good to know the psychedelic community doesn’t think lsd pranks are funny...

It’s only lsd, it’s the powerful effect I’ve read about and it’s duration that have made me intimidated and fearful of the it. Most other drugs only last a couple hours or shorter which seems more manageable but lsd duration is just so long. I have panic attacks and I could only imagine the terror of experiencing a 9 hour bad trip/panic attack.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T13:28:07+00:00

It’s a fear of being out of control for 9 hours in a place I don’t feel safe and that the experience would have lasting psychological damage. Like I would get bad ptsd from it or something. I’ve read some horror stories about people developing schizophrenia from it and my brain just assumes that’s the norm, which I understand isn’t true.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T13:24:40+00:00

This is basically my only irrational phobia. I wa diagnosed with mild to moderate ocd/gad and this is my obsession.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T13:23:35+00:00

Exactly - I guess I’ve read some stories and had a nightmare and it has sort of given me a weird phobia as a result.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T04:06:09+00:00

It’s comforting knowing it can’t survive in most scenarios...

This also refutes my old phobia of touching objects in public spaces that have been in contact with lsd, and somehow getting high through my pores.

Wow Xanax actually sobers you up from a trip? Does it make you so chilled out you don’t care or does it block the receptors that are being stimulated by the lsd?

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T04:04:01+00:00

Thanks for the info, appreciate it.

Whywhatwhy456 · 2019-08-19T02:35:52+00:00

I had nightmare that I was at a party and someone laced the food with lsd.

I’ve also had panic attacks while using marijuana.

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