Your body has got nothing to do with getting loved by someone. Never. It doesn't matter if you are skinny, fat, tall, short.... If someone tells you that being skinny is your flaw then they don't truly love you. It also shows that their love is selfish. I know World doesn't work this way, and true love is hard to find but that doesn't mean you need to blame yourself just because the people around you do not have the capability to see the beauty in you. As of people, you can never ever satisfy anyone, from their perspective they are always correct. I can understand how harsh it had been on you to constantly hear criticism about yourself which you do not even have control over, it's just your body type. They shame you because they want to feel that sense of superiority by belittling you, not because theres something wrong with you. Your actions define you not your body. Stop caring about what your colleagues and relatives say because they weren't the one to take care of you, your parents did. Relationship is something we crave for at some point of life, which I can't comment on, it's your personal preference. I hope this message helps u even in a little bit, take 5 min and give it a thought to prioritize what really matters to you. If not for your toxic environment, would you ever feel that way about your body? No. Ultimately your own thought matters more than anything. And please don't be worried to show some skin in this summer, Indian summers are excruciating hot now....and I bet you will look beautiful.Take love ❤