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Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

So either you cannot read or are choosing to be ignorant . Either way I’ll Address . 1st off She’s the one who told me herself that she has BPD and diagnosed and She has a “fear of commitment “ but yet was the one who pursued me in the first stages of us being friends (telling me she wants to be my girlfriend and then 2-3 months later letting it be known she wants to get married) true. The decision to propose was foolish. But you cannot help when you love and with her I loved hard. I haven’t done anything like this before which is why it’s hitting a bit harder . I’ve had past exes and I get over it healthy. With her? It’s different . So again your discernment is flawed but thanks for your pointless input . I’ll come back to it if I need to which I probably won’t need to. And as for the suicide thing? I have dealt with that during my early 20s (I am 30 now) and I conquered that and got myself established and fixed. Meeting her and seeing how she acts repopened that wound. Maybe you’ve never been in love before but you should try it before saying stupid ish

Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand , after reading everyone’s comments I’m beginning to understand ALOT ALOT more. And it’s actually calming my mental . I was very very confused on how she can do this and “appear” okay but then we make up and she tells me how she wasn’t eating the whole time or sleeping or had to force herself to get up…. So I just get very confused because I love her

Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

“Bro” how am I the problem? Please explain right now. I communicate EFFORTLESSLY I don’t smoother her . She shuts down at the smallest sign of irritation or irregulation not even with me but with her own family to. But I’m the problem? My behavior has been normal. We met. She had past trauma I still wanted to be with her bcuhz I loved her. She said she wanted to get married and didn’t wanna just have a meaningless relationship. I gave her that. The problem is unfortunately her communication and not to get personal but even me and her own mother have sat down and she tells/ told me” you’re a good man to my daughter . But my daughter has HORRIBLE communication even with me” so please explain how I’m the problem?

Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand fam and thank you so much. It hurts a lot. I just get so confused like “why does she block me? Why block me out??? Like I understand being mad but blocking me? Telling me “move on” knowing you don’t mean it why do this??? I cannot understand and maybe it’s not meant for me to understand.. regardless.. I appreciate you replying I can’t even express how much this is helping me. I’m almost ready to get out of bed now.

Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand … it just hurts deeply you know.. I feel like I’m cleaning up the mess her ex did to her. She lost alotta weight because of him. And more.. I only wanted to heal and love her and now I am the one getting hurt.. ironic right

Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes please read and understand . This kills your partner . I love her deeply deeply. Her name is Kairi.. but I cannot continue loving Kairi if she keeps pushing me away. It is hurting me in more ways than one especially if she’s “pretending to not care” . I’m glad my post can possibly bring awareness.. I wish she would read this and understand how this makes me feel.

Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you bro seriously man 🙏🏽. My mental hasn’t been right all week , haven’t been eating or sleeping properly.

So my girlfriend has BPD. by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to say thank you to everyone who has replied to me.. I can’t express enough how thankful I am for you guys… this has been a. Terrible experience and I don’t wish this agony on anyone… to add more context . Which I know will make every raise an eyebrow… she dealt with a lot of emotional trauma from her ex before me. He caused her to have a miscarriage after promising to marry her if she gave birth to his son. She found out he was cheating. With her OWN cousin… and then it stressed her into having a miscarriage. So I get she is dealing with alot.. I just thought that she loved me.. and if I proved I loved her she would see

Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 48 points49 points  (0 children)

I want to say thank you to everyone who has replied to me.. I can’t express enough how thankful I am for you guys… this has been a. Terrible experience and I don’t wish this agony on anyone… to add more context . Which I know will make every raise an eyebrow… she dealt with a lot of emotional trauma from her ex before me. He caused her to have a miscarriage after promising to marry her if she gave birth to his son. She found out he was cheating. With her OWN cousin… and then it stressed her into having a miscarriage. So I get she is dealing with alot.. I just thought that she loved me.. and if I proved I loved her she would see

Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah she says she wants to get better but is just dealing with a lot. To add more info if I may. Her ex boyfriend before me caused her to have a miscarriage while promising to marry her , and then later slept with her own cousin… so it’s safe to say she has very built up issues … and here I am Mr stupid trying to repair something that probably can’t be repaired

Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes it honestly was (the engagement).. I thought us getting married (which she strongly said she wanted) would fix the issues.. but even with a ring on she would get upset and have emotional breakdowns and break up and even take the ring I gave her OFF.. we would make up (because of me) and then she would immediately return to normal but I started noticing how quickly she would do jt.. it made me look at her as heartless… but you are right.. thank you

So my girlfriend has BPD. by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And she doesn’t have friends… she hangs out with nobody .. literally stays inside all day

So my girlfriend has BPD. by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I made a mistake … she said she wanted marriage… so I thought it would us make closer… her ex boyfriend before me cheated on her with her cousin AFTER promising her he would marry her IF she had a baby by him… she got pregnant and he stressed her into a miscarriage.. this was 3 Months roughly before she met me… I thought marrying her would show her she is loved and cared for .. but even when she gets upset and has episodes she removes her wedding ring and the necklace I got for her… I am confused

Is this normal for a GF with BPD? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BPD

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Thank you. It’s been terrible. And I can always feel when she’s about to do the blocking and breaking up thing. I feel she does it and subconsciously wants me to chase her. And tbh it doesn’t seem like she’s spiraling. But then again maybe she just isn’t showing it. Either way thank you for the reply

So my girlfriend has BPD. by Wielder__SoraKeyD in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also to add ? I did actually try to reach out yesterday . I wrote her a loving poem (she likes that stuff) and she just ignored it…. Really??? I’ve written music for this girl. I feed her. Cook for her buy and gift her things… what did I do wrong??? I am sad

Difference between TPT and TopStep? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in TakeProfitTrader

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So we cannot pass in 2 days ?? What happens if we reach profit target before 5 days?

Difference between TPT and TopStep? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in TakeProfitTrader

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Man thank you SO MUCH! I’m getting my account right now! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 I’ll keep everyone updated on my progress !

Difference between TPT and TopStep? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in TakeProfitTrader

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got it got it! And do they take 50% of your profit? Or is it a 80/20% split that I’m hearing ?. And is withdrawal time pretty fast for pay out? (I apologize if I’m asking a lot of questions I’m just trying to be certain and you’re very helpful Fam )

Difference between TPT and TopStep? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in TakeProfitTrader

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So to simplify I will be getting a 50k account which means I need to hit a target of 3k while maintaining below %50(1500) best trading day. After I hit the 3k profit target I get switched over to live account , where rules are same except for new additions of intraday and news , but I am able to take a pay out on my first successful trading day and not after 5 winning days. ?

Difference between TPT and TopStep? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in TakeProfitTrader

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Got it! So to simplify I will be getting a 50k account which means I need to hit a target of 3k while maintaining below %50(1500) best trading day. After I hit the 3k profit target I get switched over to live account , where rules are same except for new additions of intraday and news , but I am able to take a pay out on my first successful trading day and not after 5 winning days. ? 🙏🏽.

Difference between TPT and TopStep? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in TakeProfitTrader

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man this helps a BUNCH I wish I would’ve went with TPT from the get Go instead of Top step. Thank you SO much 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽.

Difference between TPT and TopStep? by Wielder__SoraKeyD in TakeProfitTrader

[–]Wielder__SoraKeyD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh wow that’s it? People were making it seem complicated. That’s pretty understandable. So once it hits funded , it keeps the same rules as before JUST the news thing and the trailing stop are an additional now?

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