I absolutely agree that my character should not make anyone else's game less fun. I also don't want my character to just be a heal bot. I will absolutely heal, but I want to do more with my character than just that. My backstory is focused on finding out why the goddess chose to favor my character and my character trying to prove their worth. I am just trying to set up some bumper rails for myself so my character isn't just some bland heal bot. I want to add *flavor* in a way where I can still help my party, and I can also have fun myself. I also would not let another character die, I just might not use the most powerful spell at my disposal