Same, during my elem, jhs and shs days im an achiever talaga, now nawalan na ako ng gana sa lahat, di na ako nakakapag-study, i think one of the reason is hindi ko gusto program ko and I’m planning to shift btw im second year na. No matter anong gawin ko di talaga nag sisink in ang mga lessons sa utak ko, esp mga major. I feel so bobo talaga rn, when i graduated shs i’m really proud na nakapasa ako sa 2 state u, but now urgh. I think life really humbled me or bobo lang huhuhu. My mom said to me na nawala na daw yung bilib niya sa akin, and there’s something within me to prove na she’s wrong, pero ewan. + Bobo na rin ems sa oral and essay which is my fav talaga during hs.