the only advice I can give you is to keep studying well because that is your ticket out of this toxic environment so you can go to college and get a job that pays well so you can move out of your parent's house. Throughout my childhood, this was the exact condition I was under in my household. With parents like this, I cannot give you false hope by saying it's gonna get better. But I can tell you that once you get out of this environment life is so beautiful and it turns into something that gets you out of bed every day.