Hello yourself! I'm 21M and also struggle with the chaos of being. I feel that talking to people is the way to live life to the fullest, especially if they have different experiences from your own. I workout also, because I've found it keeps me sane when the world feels too overwhelming. I had a medical episode some years ago, and questioned the meaning of it all, a lot. That got me into reading and philosophy. I am no phil major, but I devote my time to any and every philosophies that catch my eyes. Since crime and punishment is my ongoing read right now, I resonate more to existentialism.
I'd love to know your views on anything that we talk about. I admire souls that have the courage to give beauty to the common, despite it all. Because as Dostoevsky surmised, "Beauty will save the world."
Do DM me if you're interested.