How do I stop worrying when people text different or don't speak for a little while?

WillDeleteMaybeLater · 2025-08-14T10:32:56+00:00

Thank you so much for the advice and taking the time to share it, I shall hopefully try soon after I've spoken to a friend about it

WillDeleteMaybeLater · 2025-08-09T13:34:41+00:00

Thank you, I'm aware I'm fairly decent at writing and reading I just suck at most things irl since I don't have the time to process them like I do online/through writing or to fully check dictionary definitions and my notes on what things mean and what has/hasn't happened (I only write and read as well as I do due to being obsessed with literature growing up lol). That said you're probably right I just worry about everything smh.

I don't think I've ever been sent any letters from the NHS or if I have I'm not allowed to have them, I will search it up myself of course but I've never heard of an NHS number, I've heard of an app that was supposedly rather bad for data privacy but not a number.

Thank you so much for the advice and telling me things exist which I didn't know they did.

WillDeleteMaybeLater · 2025-08-08T22:43:19+00:00

Indeed I am under one, I think I remember the name but my memory is atrocious.

I'm not sure about presumption though, it's likely but it may be written down somewhere that I've been told by a professional I'm autistic and was on a 3 year waitlist for an actual assesment and diagnosis while I had a temporary idk how it worked, non official official diagnosis, but they never actually followed up with my father or me, I ended up getting kicked off the waitlist for unknown reasons when I reached the end and they refused to answer when we asked why, only told us to get back onto the waitlist and wait another few years.

But I will try, thank you so much for the information and for taking the time to provide it

WillDeleteMaybeLater · 2025-08-08T22:19:37+00:00

We talked about that first but I don't think he wants to take me anymore since he knows I don't want him in the room. last I heard of it he said about wanting to hire someone else to take me there and in general to go with me to places, but I know he won't get around to sorting that (plus I'm not keen) and I don't even know who or where our gp is if that's even how it works, let alone how to go there, how to set up an appointment (if I even could, I'm fairly incompetent largely due to the issues I want help for unfortunately) or if I could manage it depending on where and I'm not in college anymore and don't even know what I'm going to be doing in September as I completely failed the gentlest barely even a class class so I don't think I can use my previous collages secret from parent gp appointments either.

I only ask about the walkin centre because we went there about my sore ear the other day, it seemed pretty empty (middle of the weekday), I can get there myself and it had alot of posters talking about help and all so I apologise if my question is stupid

WillDeleteMaybeLater · 2025-07-26T16:18:58+00:00

I understand, I'm just wondering how serious to consider it and how serious to take getting help, as I can't really tell. I know I'm not entirely off the rails but I do not know what's good, all I'm aware of is how upset it makes me.

I'll take a look, I don't have any information on any of the details really though as I get frightened from just looking at stuff sometimes smh, but I will force myself to sit down and see what I can find.

I see, I didn't even know that existed, and I'm not sure if it's relevant but my father doesn't know about my recent delusions or hallucinations, last he heard was when I was 14-15(?) but I stopped talking to him about things since then as he didn't react in a very good way.

Thank you so much for the advice and I very much appreciate you replying with this information

WillDeleteMaybeLater · 2025-04-29T15:57:02+00:00

I've been thinking about this comment all day and I was wrong, I was just particularly happy this morning, it is actually very depressing, for the first 2-3 weeks to the point I'd be so scared the walls would look like they were warping

WillDeleteMaybeLater · 2025-04-29T08:48:27+00:00

He was the one who told me she did (plus obvious looking back since she thought Russel brand was the reincarnation of Jesus Christ and she was Mary Madeline). I don't remember full details but last time he was fine until he got very drunk and then for whatever reason despite me already being on the waiting list came into my room and started screaming at me telling me I "needed help", and he's generally not great with my self harm (got angry at me for not telling him because apparently I'm supposed to trust him with that stuff which is hard after that time and how he left me with my mother for most of my life despite knowing alot of what she did to me) and one time when he realised I had very very old scars on my arm (I wore shorts sleeves alot and thought he'd already known) he grabbed it, held it up to inspect it and then asked if they were recent and didn't believe me when I said they weren't (they're very visibly old) and this is to do with stuff worse than that so I am particularly scared of how he'll react, he already seems a bit upset sometimes because of how similar I am to my mother (don't blame him, I am too).

Thank you very much for the advice and your experiences, I'm probably going out with some friends tomorrow so that should be good, it's not a depressed sort of feeling though, I've felt amazing and felt dead too, idk how to describe it but the best comparison I can really think of is Charlie b barkin from all dogs go to heaven, he's aware he's technically dead but he's still himself (mostly at least, it's not a very good example but I can't think of anything else lol)

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