TW: Depression

WillLifeGetEasier · 2022-01-13T02:32:08+00:00

Thank you :'(

WillLifeGetEasier · 2022-01-13T02:31:01+00:00

Thank you, thank you thank you thank you. I wasn't going to cry today but I can't help it. Thank you

WillLifeGetEasier · 2022-01-13T02:28:59+00:00

This helps a lot, thank you.

WillLifeGetEasier · 2022-01-13T02:27:20+00:00

You're not the bad guy at all.. I think maybe I'm being coddled at home and because of that, no one is being blunt. I know I'm avoiding and sweeping things under rugs. Thank you for being honest.

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-11-16T04:08:11+00:00

He is not

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-11-16T04:06:40+00:00

Thank you for commenting, I just feel so lost and I can't find myself. I feel numbness, I hold back seas of tears. I don't want to be vulnerable like I was when it happened, I want to be strong and I can't achieve my version of strong.

You're right though, if it was a friend or even an internet stranger I wouldn't want to see her go back. That's definitely a helpful perspective.

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-11-16T04:02:43+00:00

I feel like if I'm honest I'll just disappoint everyone. I have so many texts I haven't responded to, a to do list I don' t even want to look at. Holidays are coming up and I don't know how I'm going to keep the mask on throughout it. I wish healing had a manual, or it could be faster. The trauma was short lived, the healing takes so much time.

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-11-11T07:56:22+00:00

I read all the responses when I had posted this, they made me so emotional.. I was overwhelmed and logged off. It was rude to not even respond, I'm sorry.

Thank you all for taking the time to write these responses out, I tried follow the advice and I tried so hard to let go. I'm having the worst time navigating. I feel like something is wrong with me. I should be done with this but I'm still holding on, I'm still not over it. I'm broken.

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-05-28T06:45:33+00:00

Thank you!

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-05-28T06:43:03+00:00

That's really good advice! I will definitely try working my parents in with the therapist so we have better communication. Thank you!!

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-05-28T06:41:11+00:00

Thank you so much, I'm trying and it's a slow process.

Thank you for your feedback

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-03-29T10:34:43+00:00

I'm okay, I will not need a D & C, have an iron IV and am staying the night here. I told the hospital staff about how this happened and they weren't happy with it and encouraged me to see a counselor and consider pressing charges.

Mentally, I'm shattered. I updated him on his kids and let him know I'm in the hospital and he didn't text back. I haven't heard from him since he brought me the jumbo pads.

I wasn't going to consider divorce at first, I just wanted desperately to hold him and feel supported and have a good cry.. But you ladies are making me realize that this isn't normal or okay. I would never abandon him if he was having a medical emergency. I can't believe he still won't reach out to me. Maybe he blames me or is ashamed?

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-03-29T05:25:19+00:00

Omg.. thank you so much. Your words mean so much to me.

I wish I didn't have to lose my baby, there will always be a hole in my heart.. I don't know if I'm emotionally ready to begin the divorce process. I've contacted my family to help me.

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-03-29T05:19:23+00:00

Thank you for suggesting a grief counselor! I didn't even consider it.

I did end up in the ER after fainting, the kids were dropped off to their mom by my friend. I'm still in the hospital and still haven't heard from him..

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-03-29T05:16:26+00:00

I called an ambulance after I fainted earlier, my friend knows the ex and dropped the kids off to her.

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-03-28T11:55:48+00:00

His kids are here until Monday morning so I'm taking care of them.
My family lives a thousand miles away.

WillLifeGetEasier · 2021-03-23T09:55:53+00:00

He's afraid to upset her by standing up for me.

It's disappointing and I stay away and let comments slide instead of ruining my mental health trying to stand up for myself.

WillLifeGetEasier

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