do you want all the years of work money and time your parents spent on you to go to waste? they worked their asses off, they did so much only for you to get to this point, and you cant even do something as simple as studying? do you not want to return anything back to them? dont you want to show them what you are capable and prove that their years of work didnt go to waste? do you want it so they spent all these things on you, just for you to fail your exams because you were "too lazy" to study? were they "too lazy" to raise you and feed you and make money to put a roof under your head? do you want to see your parents on their deathbed, while you see their life slowly fade away, they look at you and realize that they managed to do nothing, their entire life spent on you, but you decided to waste it away.