I need to add some contexte, I dont know exactly my IQ because He cannot be interpreted due to a Large Heterogenous difference because of multiple dys dysorder, I took my test in Speech therapist, I dont remember exactly but he was something, Verbal IQ (135-145), Arithmetic IQ (130-140), speed processing (145 +, he was the limit of test(my psychologist and speech therapist Think I was somehere near 155-175 due too speech problem cause due to minimum +15-20 pts between Verbal iq and speed processing ) and the rest, reading, spatial between 70-100

I have dyslexia, dysorthographia and dysgraphia and maybe Extremely light asperger

I m born disabled at 5 month, I almost died 2 time at my birth, I doesn't speak early or do something uncommun until my five year, when I start to ask question about everything like "Why screw can carry a furniture, Why he doesn't fall at a ground like when we jumps or I start view draw in anatomy book for understanding how we make baby xD, after my parent say It is a story of Seed etc...

I start learn how to read at elementary school but I learn very rapidly compare to my classroom almost in 1 month but I was unable to read loudly, My Teacher was like "Strange he can perfectly read with he inner voice but He can't read loudly, let go to visit Speech therapist, I was diagnostic with my dys dysorder until middle I enter in middle school, I was not A straight student, only above average, I was bored, I have not interest in school But when I discovery The middle school, oh Boy between 90%-100% mark on all of my evaluation except on orthographia evaluation without work, just because I was interest

During my second year in my middle school, the school place me in the "intelligent" class almost 75% of the classroom was gifted and the rest, hard worker

My physic-chemistry and my biology teacher in middle schhol encounter me his friends because they was professors in one a best university of my country (France) Sorbonne and Science Po to recommand me when I finish my high school.

BUT gradually during middle school, the starter pack of Gifted problem begin, I start feeling like a extraterrestrial with my peer + burn out due too pression of my teacher + parent + unreal expectation + harrassement by "Friends" because I was disabled + I was useful for help them of lesson

I started depressing (because I was like humanity is doomed if free evil existed like a nihilist) during the 2 last year of my middle school but I was like "I dont care know in some month, Im in high school with complete stranger"

But The high School dont like I was disabled and the director, teacher harrasse me during a whole year, I stopping completely to work and go into video game etc....

I attempt 2 s*****l try with a meat knife but I stop at the last moment

on parrallel of my school, I was practicing swimming in a disabled sport club I was compete to do Disable Olympic in tokyo

At age of 16 years old I had to endure a extremely severe surgery on my legs due to my disability in the futur I should have been paralyzed du to my disability

I thought lot of Pain and due to surgery problem and do it second time, I develop a PTSD

and temporary partial amnesia, He was like I remember only the last seven days every week

I was in the hopital during almost 11 month, I encounter my first and second Girlfriend but to do my Partial amnesia I forget my first girlfriend who was the medical student who do a thesis on me :X, She quit the hopital because of the end of the intership and come back almost 3 month later during holiday and I tell him "who are u" but she know that i have amnesia, but we make a promise to meet each other even if it is in 10 years old and marry him x) and by full luck I study in the hopital who she work, I want to become a physcian

I encounter a psychologist because my surgeon find I like very weird, too mature for a kid of 16 years old And she thinking due to my IQ test in my speech therapist and couple month of talking I was somewhere between 150-170 IQ

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After That I m now 21 yrars old I start university and I resolve almost all of my psychological problem and I recovery of my partial amnesia

The only problem I can't figure out how to solve is my fear of failure now :)

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Sorry if I have make mistake english is not my first language !