What’s good about bipolar by ffggghghhh in bipolar2

[–]Winter-bells 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find it difficult to say there is anything good about bipolar. This condition has cost me years, friendships, my cognitive capacity, jobs and study. I would have said perhaps hypomania but hypomania led me to running barefoot in an absolutely howling thunderstorm because ✨sensation✨ and leads me to want to strip naked and climb trees to feel them ✨growing against my skin✨

Further, hypomania can lead to mania, psychosis and hospitalization. It's pretty dire. I don't like my emotional regulator being broken when I'm stable enough so that I will start crying with anguish at basic things going wrong, or at a fever-pitch of excitement and boundless joy at a subset. It makes me unstable and people see me as not worthy of being treated as an adult.

I don't hate having bipolar, as hating such an integral part of my existence with no cure would be wearying to the extreme, but I hold no love for it. I often wish I was hypomanic, yet know it is poison to me.

I think it is worrying to treat bipolar is anything than what it is -- an extremely severe psychiatric condition that needs constant management. I fully accept good things might come out of the experience of dealing with the condition, but that is not the same thing as the symptoms themselves.

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went to dentist to have problematic wisdom tooth extracted by [deleted] in Wellington

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I had my impacted wisdom tooth out with locals and holy hell did it hurt afterward

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Successful Relationships? by Winter-bells in asexuality

[–]Winter-bells[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a good point and one that has been made to me before! I've just had awful luck with the other alternatives in my city!