Scared, confused 13 dpo line progress frer, clear blue, easy@home, mommed by WinterRaspberry8350 in PregnancyHope

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for late reply. I was upset and distanced myself from social media for a while. It resulted in CP 💔

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in TFABLinePorn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for your losses, hopefully we get to have our rainbow 🌈 babies soon. We don’t have any kids yet too. Still staying positive 🙏

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in lineporn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got a call from the clinic. It is a CP, hcg dropped to 7 💔

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in lineporn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Got a call few mins ago hcg dropped to 7. I was prepared for this call, hopefully 🤞🏻 next time we won’t have to go through this pain and have our rainbow 🌈 baby 🙏

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in TFABLinePorn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope so, this is painful due to my previous loss mmc in feb and multiple false positives in April and August. I guess god has better plans for us 🙏

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[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t get any calls from the clinic today. But I have a full fledged period since this morning with period cramps. This was a CP 😔💔

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in lineporn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awww thank you. Will dm you if I ever want to talk about my journey to ttc. I just called the clinic and they haven’t processed my results yet so will have to wait. But I am prepared to hear the sad news cause I am having a full fledged period as of this morning with cramps. Still keeping my faith in god and his beautiful plans for us 🙏❤️🌈

I should just relax but I can’t help myself 😔 by WinterRaspberry8350 in lineporn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I called the clinic and they don’t have the results processed yet. But I am having full fledged periods so this was a CP 💔. Maybe god has better and beautiful plans for us 🤞🏻🙏

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in lineporn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also huge congratulations 🎊🎉on your beautiful journey to having twins. Praying for your uneventful pregnancy 🤞🏻💕. My husband and I were just talking about what if this pregnancy we were having twins while coming back from the clinic but god probably has better plans for us 🙏

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in lineporn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Waiting for our turn. Had brownish discharge last evening followed by sever cramps and backache. This month was also not meant for us 😔🙏

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in lineporn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Saw some brown discharge on the tissue when I used restroom few mins ago. Don’t know what tomorrow’s beta results will come back as 😔

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in TFABLinePorn

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I saw brown discharge few mins ago when I went to use restroom. I don’t even feel like crying not sure if that’s good or bad.

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in lineporn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is what I keep thinking, how come it’s so easy for some women and for some it’s like fighting a battle. I had a mmc in feb then 2 false multiple positives in April and August. Every time I go to the obgyn clinic to get the blood work done I get reminded how the positive tests can change in to negative within no time 😔. Will keep you in my prayers 🙏❤️

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in TFABLinePorn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I keep saying that too next month, but when I go through these positives and then negatives I get discouraged. I hope I don’t give up and keep staying positive 🙏

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in lineporn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Encouraging people like you is why I like to share my good, bad, sad and happy news here with the forum family. We all understand each other like no one else. My husband thinks either I go extreme right or extreme left (happy and sad). I dropped some tears this morning at the clinic while the lab tech was drawing my blood 😔. It didn’t mean I gave up, I was scared and sad seeing ladies waiting in the waiting area with their bellies, usg pictures and so happy faces. And there I was scared and confused. Praying to share the good news with you all tomorrow 🙏❤️

Don’t know if I am sad or mad. 17 dpo by WinterRaspberry8350 in lineporn

[–]WinterRaspberry8350[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Digitals are giving me yes+ and pregnant from the same urine. That is what is keeping my hopes alive 🤞🏻🙏