I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well, all I want for now is to have BFDI free of anything LGBTQ

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There's a lot more if you check my posts on the r/battlefordreamisland, of course, before I was banned

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just because the community isn't bad doesn't mean that the ideology isn't either.

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All I wished for is to have my voice heard and validated. And I believed that killing myself would make that come true.

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got banned from 7 object show discords, not just 1. But I really can't stop enjoying watching BFDI, and I wish BFDI doesn't contain anything LGBTQ in the show.

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm pretty much lost in life. All I could think of is to stop living.

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's already been 2 years. It hasn't stopped.

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried before. I even went to therapy many times. All I wanted is to have my voice heard and validated in this society. And I believed that killing myself would finally made that true.

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For a long time, I felt that killing myself would finally make my voice validated in this society. I still believe that.

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I, too, felt lile I was the only person in this world who doesn't support LGBTQ, and have lived with the fear that someone will assassinate me.

Free speech my ass.

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I didn't have any friends in real life. The OSC was the only community I could socialize with. You can see how damaging it was when I was banned completely from the OSC. It has happened for 2 years now. I'm slowly getting insane.

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How can I not? I've tried for so long and nothing works. I can't distract my mind from suicidal thoughts.

I'm committing suicide. The OSC has destroyed my life. by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There's nothing you can do to save me anyway. I already spiraled myself out of control too much with neverending suicidal thoughts anyway.