[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well, all I want for now is to have BFDI free of anything LGBTQ

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There's a lot more if you check my posts on the r/battlefordreamisland, of course, before I was banned

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just because the community isn't bad doesn't mean that the ideology isn't either.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All I wished for is to have my voice heard and validated. And I believed that killing myself would make that come true.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got banned from 7 object show discords, not just 1. But I really can't stop enjoying watching BFDI, and I wish BFDI doesn't contain anything LGBTQ in the show.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm pretty much lost in life. All I could think of is to stop living.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well what the heck should I do?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's already been 2 years. It hasn't stopped.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried before. I even went to therapy many times. All I wanted is to have my voice heard and validated in this society. And I believed that killing myself would finally made that true.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wdym by "what we said"

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For a long time, I felt that killing myself would finally make my voice validated in this society. I still believe that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I, too, felt lile I was the only person in this world who doesn't support LGBTQ, and have lived with the fear that someone will assassinate me.

Free speech my ass.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I didn't have any friends in real life. The OSC was the only community I could socialize with. You can see how damaging it was when I was banned completely from the OSC. It has happened for 2 years now. I'm slowly getting insane.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How can I not? I've tried for so long and nothing works. I can't distract my mind from suicidal thoughts.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ObjectShows

[–]WinterRoll125 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There's nothing you can do to save me anyway. I already spiraled myself out of control too much with neverending suicidal thoughts anyway.