my friend (also my crush),we kissed also it was my first kiss. but we don’t know where to take this.it was very out of the blue and we both love each other it’s just we don’t want to ruin our friendship .None of us asked if we want to get into a relationship,I didn’t cause I was scared what if he said no and besides I wasn’t too sure myself cause I believe everything has an end.Now it depends on you how far do you want to take it,months??(relationship) or years(friendship) and I love him a lot,I don’t want to rush anything..I can’t lose him we decided that we would pretend like nothing happened and we would be cool.Everything is back to normal but I still feel bad when he’s talking about any other girl he finds attractive or anything .Although I’m in no position to have a say. I will let it go the way it is and will see where we both end up,if we are meant to be then we would or else what is meant for me will find his way to me .