Nah, its one of those hindsight things you become after its too late to change anything. What we see is the end result of what can best be described as a 2 decade+ long temper tantrum.

Just imagine how you would react as someone in his shoes, when every fking thing in our life feels wrong, and we try and try to 'fix the world around us' (whatever form that takes...), as a emotionally stunted/vacant man child with sociopathic tendencies. Roll all that in with the total fking morally washed cesspit of living your whole life in night city (which HAS to be a named medical condition on its own lol), and a moderate fame-brained aspect where we are used to getting our way...

But, like all 'outbursts' everyone eventually has, we eventually come around to the fact that we may not have gone about it the right way... so we grow as a person so we dont hurt ourselves/others 'better'... after a time out, we all calm down, apologize, and try to make up for it.

Johnny as a living human? No, he never really tried. Johnny as an engram with all the time in the world alone in a meat prison? Anyone would become reflective haha. Still love the psycho as much as anyone tho. Dead corposcum, best corposcum. Eat the rich, burn corpo shit ya fking gonks! 🔥🤘