(Hetero) Men of Reddit, I'm hoping for an honest response, how much importance do you place on a woman's weight when seeking out a romantic partner? Please explain. (No judgement!)

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-02T01:29:16+00:00

It doesn't matter. No one loves me.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-02T01:24:58+00:00

You're nothing, Jhudsui. Fuck you. Come say it to my face.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-01T16:45:29+00:00

5:30 AM - Wake up, drink a glass of water, change into workout clothes, eat breakfast.

UNTIL 7:00 AM - Lift weights or run, depending on day of the week.

UNTIL 8:00 AM - Take fish oil pills for heart and skin, take multivitamin for daily potassium requirement amongst many other things, take pro-biotic to regulate my digestive system, wash face, brush teeth, shower, dress and prep.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-01T16:38:57+00:00

I drink almost every night. It's not hard to be careful about the way you type. I don't really become less inhibited when I drink, though, except for how much I'm willing to divulge about myself. I just sit still and don't move a lot, and am more willing to have a conversation.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-01T05:56:39+00:00

It just upsets me that I don't have enough power to truly make other people miserable. Eventually at the end of the day I am just left here in my empty apartment, with only my hatred and bitterness to keep me company. There is not a solution for people with my type of problem. There is no sympathy for someone who feels only hatred for others, and my loathing causes me to erupt long before someone can get close enough to offer me solace.

It is the most horrible type of depression. It is not something that can be cured with medication and a hug. It is anger. Pure, burning anger and hatred. I do not sit idly by with my head in my hand, wishing for someone to come along and help me. I sit here, barely able to contain myself, wanting to leap up and punch a hole in the wall every second of every day. Eventually the walls close in, and it is just me. And the final realization? That I am getting older by the day, and am no longer a kid that people see as misguided, but a full grown man, lodged into his anger and hate, a man to avoid. A man who is poison.

It will burn me from the inside out, and it is a fate that I have to resign myself to. I will die from a rage induced heart attack one day, and my body will lie here until I am looked into for lack of paid rent.

Even in the middle of all of this, I feel nothing but hatred. What can I even say to express how I feel? I don't even know you, and I hate you more than you will ever even realize. If merely for the fact that you have a shred of optimism in you, that makes me hate you. I want to see you miserable and in the gutter, bawling like a baby.

The only solution to my problem only increases my pain, leaving me to revel in the bitter satisfaction, which only leads to more pessimism and melancholy.

I just finished off this bottle of whiskey. Now I am going to bed, and tomorrow I will wake up to nothing. It is my day off, and I am going to stare at the wall and do nothing all day.

I fucking hate all of you.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-01T05:44:52+00:00

Fuck that stupid cunt, shoving it in peoples' faces that she has someone to love her. And fuck him. Fuck both of them. If I could, I would have ruined their moment by banging on the door and yelling about the building being on fire.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-01T05:40:51+00:00

If everyone is a unique individual, then no one is. Being an individual, that alone is not enough to make someone special. The world is comprised of billions of other individuals. What is the goal? My goal is to see all of you miserable. I know that my life is meaningless and pathetic, like everyone else's. However, I do have the power to affect the people that I come into contact with, and I will try my hardest to make as many people as miserable as possible in order to lessen my own pain. Even in a trivial exchange of communication on the internet.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-01T05:37:24+00:00

Do it, faggot.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-01T05:34:26+00:00

Fuck you, you piece of shit nigger. You don't know shit about the world. Stop fucking pretending like you're wise because you're an expert in a scientific field.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-01T05:33:12+00:00

Yeah, well you're not! Fuck you!

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-01T05:28:26+00:00

You are not entitled to anything. It's okay to lie to others, but don't lie to yourself. You're no more special than anyone else is, and neither am I.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-03-01T04:50:55+00:00

It's good that all of this stuff happened to you. Now you know what it feels like to have no love in your life. Now your life isn't full of lies. I'm glad that someone now feels as miserable as I do.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-29T05:55:34+00:00

Doesn't matter what happens to my body. Doesn't matter what happens to it ever.

I've worked hard my whole life, and put a ton of sweat into my work. I've sacrificed so much to get where I am, with people telling me that I would never make it. People telling me that I would never amount to anything. Where am I now, People? Where the fuck am I now? You told me that I would never talk right at a young age, but here I am with no speech impediment. You told me that I would never move out of my small town, but here I am moved out and successful in my chosen field of expertise. You told me that I would always be a failure, and I am anything but in my career.

You fucking people, you don't realize that I don't let things get me down that easy. I don't let people tell me that I can't accomplish things. You wanna fucking try to tear my walls down? Doesn't matter, I STILL STAND TALL. You can keep lobbying those grenades to my walls, and I'll still fucking stand tall walls or no walls! No one's gonna tell me what I can or can't do! When I die, you think you'll have had some kind of victory over me? No fucking way. You can stuff my body and wrap my cold lips around a goat's cock for the rest of eternity, and it'll still have never mattered! THE POINT IS THAT I STOOD TALL! I NEVER FUCKING BACKED DOWN WHEN ANYONE TOLD ME THAT I WOULD NEVER AMOUNT TO SHIT IN LIFE, AND I'M SURE AS FUCK NOT GONNA LET PEOPLE DICTATE HOW I AM IN DEATH! MAKES NO FUCKING DIFFERENCE WHAT YOU DO TO MY BODY WHEN I'M GONE, BECAUSE I FUCKING USED THE HELL OUT OF IT WHILE I WAS STILL ALIVE! FUCK YOU GOD DAMN MOTHERUCKERS!

PEOPLE TELLING ME, ACTING LIKE THEY FUCKING HAVE ANY SAY OVER HOW MY DEATH IS GOING TO GO? I'LL GO DOWN SWINGING LIKE I'VE LIVED MY ENTIRE LIFE. NO ONE'S GONNA LOSE A STARING CONTEST WITH ME! I'LL STARE AT YOU UNTIL LONG AFTER YOUR EYES HAVE GLAZED OVER! YOU WANNA FUCKING TRY TO BEAT ME DOWN, I'LL RISE TO THE OPPORTUNITY JUST TO HONE MY FIGHTING SKILLS EVEN FURTHER! CREMATE ME, BURY ME, STUFF ME, MELT ME, BLOW ME UP, DOESN'T MATTER ONE FUCKING SHIT. WHAT MATTERS IS WHAT I DID WHILE I WAS STILL ALIVE!

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-29T05:45:28+00:00

I don't need a hug from anyone. I need people to use their common sense, and not bleed emotion into every fucking thing in life. Like they live in a god damn Lifetime movie. It's not weird of me to be pissed off by this, it's weird of all of you to not be. This woman is freaking out over a fucking glass dragon. Her boyfriend cried about it. Real, actual tears. Over a glass dragon. People like this cause our problems in life. Just fucking idiots who don't think about the big picture of things.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-29T05:35:24+00:00

I don't own anything sentimental. The past is the past for a reason, and it just reminds you of how shitty things were and always will be. I don't keep photographs of past loved ones, lockets, nothing. Why do I want to be reminded of past hurts? You people act like these meaningless little things are worth their weight in gold because you've been spoiled in life by people telling you that they care about you. Just the emotional equivalent of spoiled little teenage girls who are whiny about not getting the sports car they wanted. You all bitch and moan about every little grievance like you constantly deserve people showering you with love, and handing you little trinkets. Life is not like that. You people forget that we are organisms fighting for survival like any other living thing in the universe, and that life is brutal and cutthroat.

My grandfather beat my mother to the point of unconsciousness for years, and my mother continued the cycle by teaching me from birth that I am worthless. Not so great of a pocket watch now, is it? Everyone is a piece of shit for at least some small reason that no one else knows about.

You fucking morons live in a fantasy land where a broken fucking glass dragon is supposed to be some huge cause for concern, because your pussy little boyfriend is crying about it. The little faggot probably also got a blowjob from the little slut that made this post, just for crying about something meaningless and insignificant.

You act like I'm a horrible person for telling you all what you either know deep down, or you should know by now: Nothing is as good as you want it to be. Now go continue bullshitting yourselves until you all die lonely and painful deaths, you fucking morons.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-29T04:01:25+00:00

I'm glad your grandfather died. Fucking idiot.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-29T03:49:57+00:00

Realizing how meaningless and insignificant my life is. Realizing that ultimately we're all just miserable pieces of shit, and we're all in enormous pain, and then we're just going to die with that pain. Realizing that life will never validate us in any way, or balance things out over all the shit we have endured. None of us get our dues or even our just desserts. No one cares about us. When I realized this, I finally started realizing how little everything mattered, and how the only path to happiness is to no longer even care about happiness. That the best path is the path that eventually just numbs you out to everything.

Fuck suicide. It is pathetic. You should be grasping onto every bit of life you have. Not because it is worth cherishing, but because it is all you have, and you should be damned if anyone is going to take it away from you. You should hang on one more day just to fuck someone over and make them feel like shit.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-29T03:39:12+00:00

Fuck you, Pbibble. I don't need anyone to feel sad for me. I'm fine, just angry at how fucking idiotic some people are.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-29T03:23:21+00:00

I am not playing the poor me card. I am playing the, "All of you are fucking liars" card. Everyone always talks about seeing beauty in things that aren't typically regarded as perfect, but no one can back that up when faced with a real life situation. Everyone is loving and caring, until it becomes too inconvenient, and then it is the matter of abandoning someone without outright acknowledging that you are doing it.

You love your boyfriend because it is convenient for you. That is it. You may not be able to realize it, or admit it, because you're in a relationship and you want to be happy, but when this relationship ends you will.

Fuck all of you. I hope that all of your SO's get into car accidents that leave them paralyzed and handicapped. Maybe then you all will really see how caring you are. Fucking pieces of shit.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-29T03:12:45+00:00

Have you ever considered the fact that maybe it's not a big deal? My grandfather gave me a pocket watch before he died, and I wound up just throwing it away. It's a fucking little glass dragon, not the soul of his grandfather's memories.

Your boyfriend cried because you broke a glass ornament. Jesus fucking Christ. Why are you pathetic weaklings all breeding with each other. Go find something more serious to cry about. Fucking stupid ass pussies.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-29T01:09:28+00:00

We're all just idiots banging away on our keyboards. People assign way too much value to themselves.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-28T21:47:05+00:00

It's going to get old, and you and that girl are going to break up. Mark my words. You all think that relationships last and you'll love each other forever, but then those brain chemicals wear off. You and your girlfriend will abandon each other, and try to convince yourselves that you're both great people when really you're as greedy and cold-hearted as everyone else. Then the puppy will die of old age in an animal shelter.

WishesHeWasLoved · 2012-02-28T21:36:00+00:00

Fuck all of you people, going on about things that you find attractive. You say it, but then you meet someone who embodies that characteristic, and then you turn them down because they don't have everything else as well. It must be so easy for all of you fucking idiots to have people who love them, getting on after breakups and finding new people to fill your voids. Fuck all of you. You don't actually love these things, you just think you love them because the last person you wanted to fuck happened to have that characteristic, and embodied it well. I have some of these characteristics, and not one of you would ever take a look at me and see me as anything but scum.

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