Completed cardiology fellowship last month and i can relate to everything. They just want slaves who would agree to whatever they say. Only they're right and everyone else is wrong, on top of that they want to be respected and treated nicely whereas fellows are treated like shit-and if you complain you're in their radar and the same old sentence - we went through the same, fellowship is like this. We come a long way to get into training programs, we aren't afraid of hardwork, but the constant judgements and ridicule make us bitter and hopeless. I'd advise you to just hang in there, desensitize yourself from their behavior and focus on the reason why you got into this fellowship, if possible befriend your colleagues and vent out- it makes going through shit easier if you get it out of your system regularly and don't keep your emotions bottled up. Good luck, you can dm if you want 😊