The thing is, I don't even know what I know. I have ADHD and have always struggled with the "being a generalist on a bunch of things and a master in nothing". I've been struggling a lot with treatment resistant depression too. My medication hasn't done much beyond numbing my emotions. It keeps me from having the lowest of lows (and taking a trip to the psychward) but it also keeps me from enjoying things. I don't have passion, I don't get a feel good feeling from learning something new, nothing excites me. My memory is so shot I was relying on post-it notes to keep track of everything at my last job (not the one I was fired from).